Nov 09, 2005 21:10
I wish things could be different, but less than 5 hours ago I was pretty happy with the way things were, nothing has really changed, I'm just thinking about different things.
Evan told me today that I seemed strangely happy, sort of happy without a purpose, he told me that he hates to be happy like that because its mostly a chemical malfunction, too much seratonin in the brain, and then you crash a few hours later into somesort of navy blue depression.
I think I might be selfish, but I really don't even care anymore.
Snap.
Ugh. Too much college stuff, too much school stuff
I'm just waiting for this fucking plane to stop taxi-ing and get off the runway because crashing into a mountain would be more thrilling than waiting for it to happen.