I am falling for her~.~.~.~.~.
I've never been this happy when around someone, I said to myself that I would stay alone until I find the special one. It's weird how I can have these feelings so fast, I've already had three people say that I love her, do I? I mean I am not even dating her yet. I get all excited when I talk to her, I get all gitty when I see her phone number pop up when shes calling me. I notice she checks me out all the time. I have so much in common with her, its like I was suppose to find her. I don't know if she noticed the other night that I was checking her out the whole time I was wtih her. I wanted to kiss her at the end of the night but I didnt, I got hit for that too not by her of course. I was nervous, I have never been this nervous well once but I am more nervous then the other time. I never thought I would fall for someone again, but I guess fate hit me like my headache that hit me four days ago. I cant wait to see her again, I already miss talking to her and I just got off the phone with her like ten minutes ago. Shes amazing looking with a great personality that is rare to find. Shes not like any person that I've dated before. I want to ask her out but don't have the guts yet to do it. I know she likes me alot cause I've conned her into telling that everytime I want to know if she does or not. She even got jealous when I went out with sarah the other night, which made me smile tons cause I do know she really does care for me alot. She cares about me more then alot of people ever have and I am not with her. Should I ask her out now? Or should I take her on a few dates first to make her feel real special before I pop that ?. I cant wait to hear your responces. Somehow I remember her from last summer cause she was downtown naperville alot but I guess I'll figure that out someday. Its good to finally say that I am over past relationships, that I am finally happy again and don't have worries instead of happiness. Its cloudy and muggy outside and I couldnt be any happier