busy
people tell me that its a bad thing that i am - so "uncaring", detached from the world. i find that its to my advantage. how many people can pack ONE big bag, clean out their bank account and leave their home, family, friends, school and job with out a goodbye ... and not miss anyone or anything? how many people are truely unaffected by death or separation from someone you've known all your life?
am i heartless? am i a shell with an empty center? or am i just completely aware that my surroundings and the people around me will eventually change or cease to exist?
im living in two houses at the same time .. heres the schedule just in case i leave my cell in another unknown place again.
sunday, tuesday, thursday nights i sleep at my moms. monday, wednesday, and friday i sleep at my dads. saturday nights are up in the air.
im going to eat chicken tonight.
i despise lifting weights ... especially those fucking squats
am i heartless? am i a shell with an empty center? or am i just completely aware that my surroundings and the people around me will eventually change or cease to exist?
im living in two houses at the same time .. heres the schedule just in case i leave my cell in another unknown place again.
sunday, tuesday, thursday nights i sleep at my moms. monday, wednesday, and friday i sleep at my dads. saturday nights are up in the air.
im going to eat chicken tonight.
i despise lifting weights ... especially those fucking squats