Dec 20, 2004 11:14
R.I.P. JIM McGregor 12/17/2004
Not to many people understand suicide, it's SATAN'S way of telling you what you want to hear but in return he's lying to you. I HATE SATAN! I remember when I tried many times to take my life a bunch of times in 8th grade and few times in 9th grade and once in 10th grade, but what made me stronger was GOD he told me that it's not fair to my friends and family if I went and did that. But now one of my good friends not very close but still a friend has gone and left us and thats just not fair. WHY JIM? WHY? Jim we always helped each other through this type of shit you always came to me and I always came to you, WHY didn't you come to me about it this time? Jim I know life wasn't great but either was mine but I'm not here to talk about my life casue now you've gone and left us now JIM. I don't understand the pieces don't fit together, am still trying to tell myself there's nothing I could of done; but I know DAMN for sure I could have done something. Jim thursday you told me you loved me like a brother and said thankz and I replied love ya too dude and ur welcome. But I was confused at the time but I now know you were trying to tell me something but I was to blind to see it. with all of this being said JIM I LOVE YOU TOO AND I'LL MISS YOU. I AND MANY OTHERS WILL MISS YOU BUDDY. R.I.P. JIM McGregor a beloved friend and son.