Oh yeah...
There are some things that I forgot to put in my last journal, and some things that I just wasn't ready to put in my journal.
My grandfather died. He died on November 8, 2004 at 7:50 P.M. He was a wonderful man and I love him so much! I was able to be there the day before and the day of his death. I walked into the room just as his heart rate went from somewhere around 50 to 0. Did you know that the machine didn't make any noise whatsoever when this happened? None at all. We did not try to recesitate his body, because his heart was so ruined that he would never have been able to survive. After his death I only cried for 10 minutes, and that was up to the point that I kissed his cold forehead. I kissed a dead man, and it was something that broke my heart. I don't ever remember kissing my grandfather before that. I only remember kissing his dead body. I am happy that he is dead, because that means that he is no longer suffering and he is united with his mother in heaven. I feel sad for Grandma Betty. This is the third husband that has died in her lifetime. My grandfather will be buried with full military honors. Please pray for him, just to make sure that he went straight to heaven, and is not going through purgatory. Thank you.
I got my hair cut, it is now layered. I really like it, and I keep getting compliments. However, this is not really any different from how it was before. To me my hair just is, but I guess it really is very pretty. Hmmmm... My parents are stupid. They decided that we are going to go out for Thanksgiving, instead of having dinner with family. Just because my mom doesn't feel like cooking dinner. Makes me really mad. I will never allow this to happen to my family when my time comes. I can't really think right now. I think I will go now.
Love Lots,
Tookie
I think that hamster needs to lay off of whatever he is on. Lol.