The Thing About Being Apart
The thing about being apart is... that you talk about it so many times and you think it would somehow become just a normal thing.
But it isn't. I'd beg Fate to somehow change what has been threaded in my destiny so I could be with them but no go.
By this time, people probably are so tired of hearing me rant about missing Milo. It's that or they haven't heard enough.
Nothing is changing.
I love my son. I love my GF. I love Inggy and Milo. And I'm sure about that.
It is so sad when they would be sad or down or sick or anything... I would want to help but I'm so far away. It hurts. To be helpless.
What more is there to say? I'm torn. I don't even know if one day they'll just wake up and choose to believe that they won't ever need me anymore anyway... I don't want to look clingy.. But I definitely could not lose them. I would die.
Lola Sonya was so hurt that her sons live far from her. That they lived in the States and forgot about her. I can't believe I live in Manila and I couldn't even visit them so often.
Just fill your heads with all the rants I have used before... I have used all of these rants before and it's still there.
I'm not feeling well. I miss you Inggy. I miss you Baby Milo. I love you both.
But it isn't. I'd beg Fate to somehow change what has been threaded in my destiny so I could be with them but no go.
By this time, people probably are so tired of hearing me rant about missing Milo. It's that or they haven't heard enough.
Nothing is changing.
I love my son. I love my GF. I love Inggy and Milo. And I'm sure about that.
It is so sad when they would be sad or down or sick or anything... I would want to help but I'm so far away. It hurts. To be helpless.
What more is there to say? I'm torn. I don't even know if one day they'll just wake up and choose to believe that they won't ever need me anymore anyway... I don't want to look clingy.. But I definitely could not lose them. I would die.
Lola Sonya was so hurt that her sons live far from her. That they lived in the States and forgot about her. I can't believe I live in Manila and I couldn't even visit them so often.
Just fill your heads with all the rants I have used before... I have used all of these rants before and it's still there.
I'm not feeling well. I miss you Inggy. I miss you Baby Milo. I love you both.