THiNGS i MiSS

[niccoloq]

i would miss the simple things we used to do,
i would miss the days i would just stare at you,
the days when things were so simple,
when things weren't so hard to handle.

there might not be days like that anymore,
but i cannot do anything but complain,
the day will come, time will open the door,
when we'll be together laughing under the rain.

until that day i know i will suffer,
the days that we're apart i know i loathe,
and every single day my mind will wander,
away to you, my mind will fly, to visit my heart that you hold.

i miss the days when we'd hold each other's hand,
walk aimlessly in what seems like a foreign land,
when we'd just be happy basking in the other's presence,
when the entirety of us lies in our very essence.

i miss those days, i miss them a lot.
i miss them and more, but...
what can i do but walk the path before me.
holding the hope of your road and mine again they'd each other see...

you're far away... i'm even further.
and our son is lacking the figure of a father.
a lot of things i lack and believe me, it hurts,
the emptiness i leave, empty, zero, my worth.

i love you. it sucks being depressed.