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so i love how people can lie and mess with peoples emotions like its some game and they have all the time in the world to choose when their going to make their next move. Sorry but when your messing with my friends or anyolne i know and you continue that behavior someone has to stop it. and because you dont like it nicole you should be making the decions here. if you cant choose between them then you dont love either of them. and your just hurting them and yourself. your not in middle school anymore. if your going to be an adult and have adult relationships your going to have to realize that there are always going to be tempatations. there are always going to be cuter guys and sweeter guys. there are always going to be that one person that .. "what if" ya know.. but your in an adult situtaion. your a big girl. stop messing with peoples hearts and your own and be smart about this! its not worth it i promise! but what the hell do i know im just a drama whore right? wrong! dead wrong! im a romance and friend whore! i care about true love and my friends and those who i truley love. and i know how it is to be in both situations in yours and in the guys'. and either one isnt worth it. and mongo already knew everything anyways. and all i told him was that he should talk to you. and you guys need to talk. otherwise your using him. you want them both. and i know how that is. but you have to be a big girl . and number one thing is stop letting the whole school know your buisness. because everyone is talking about it and everyone is calling you the whore. and i tried to protect mongo and your relationship by telling him to talk to you. be smart. if needed take time off away from both of them. i dont know. but calling me names might make you feel better... but the situation is the same and i had nothing to do with it. you put yourself there and your hurting people around you that you supposedly care about. and jake you need to tell nicole how you feel. cmon everybody were in high school! and we still cant face it up to tell people what we think when the situation calls for it? im not perfect. far from it. but like i said ive been there on both sides of the coin. and ive been watching it for too long. and im not watching it anymore. lifes too short. be smart people! like anyone is reading this anyways. well ... i got a scholarship to a writing school in virgina. im not taking it. im too stupid for college. im not talented or smart or pretty. im average and average is all im ever gunna be or ever gunna get. so whatever. im sick of school i sware it. the past 12 years of my life and all been for this and look what i did with them. i wish i oculd go back and skip all my life thrills i took and suffered in school for them. they werent worth it. they never are ... are they?