I'm nothing Special..
..well I'll just start with last nite ~ Sammie's party :) i prob took like an hr n 1/2 to get ready for her party, resa rae {claire} came n pickd me up, n then we went n got katie.. off to the party n i tryed to give directions, but oh yes they were soo rite! so we were lik 5 min early.. hmm kool kid what?! Jessie was there.. gasp*.. we hadnt talked all summer n last i checked she lik hated me for no reason, but we talked n were lik good friends again :) ahh I effin love her! <333 me n heather ofcourse had to put on our jams from band camp.. nysnc n aaron carter 8) haha dorks us! after that fun ;) it lik started to rain, so my hair was completley straightened n cute, n my make-up was just make-up in general, but like after playing in the rain for like 10 min that hour n 1/2 was gone me n jessie n idk who else.... all jumped on the trampoline during the rain :) gotta love that rain! <333 after that me ofcourse we had to do more water! hm.. super.. i got completely soaked sum more so after that i went n layed out on the really really wet trampoline w/ joey n jessie :) looking at those beautiful stars.. idk which one is the north star n i think every1 knows that now.. oh well this stuff happens! after being made fun of for a while i totaly kicked joeys ass on the trampoline 8) well only bcuz i think he felt bad for me, n just let me haha.. we went to the grave yard which i personally thought was pretty scary.. then we just hung out for a bit n everybody started to leave.. resa rae. heather. britt l. sammie g. n ME camped out hard core baby yeah we slept out on that trampoline but that was extremely uncomfterable.. we went to sleep @ lik 4 n the sun woke us up @ lik 9.. oh well, we woke up got ready n went to the mall.. for like 3 hrs looking for stuff for Heather.. we found a lot of cute stuff.. like the last 30 mins in the mall we met up with John M. John C. n Timmy :) fun fun i know.. Uh. then me n resa rae went out for wendys w/ her family then we went n dropped lik everyone off and her mom took me home.. came home for like very few minutes then left for camp for dinner w/ my family.. which i didnt eat cuz i went out w/ claire.. so i kidna just sat there then went swimming n babysat the girls.. lovely i know.. then went to the Hunts n hung out with joyce for lik an hr. then finally came home.. n here I am..
She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing
Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
Ooh, oh
Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings