Ladie dadie do!
SO, now that I finnaly have time to write again...
Bethany, there are two entries (the two directly below) in which you would find what I wrote that was so "detrimental and horrible" I hope that you find it intersting reading. The first (meaning subject line Stuff) was written about just about everything that is going on in my head, and you and the "J's" were mentioned. The following entry is mostly about you and our time together. I have trouble believeing that after they read that entry they could honestly think that I would be trying to steal you, but perhaps they were not able to see the fact that I was warring with myself against that very thing. If they have ever liked a girl (which I saw that they were all single besides your loved Jon), they might understand the difficulty in telliing said girl that they should go back with their beoyfreinds. But perhaps that is only my weakness, and they are strong enough to know everything there is about girls, and have no problem with telling their "crushes", for lack of a better word, to continue in a relationship that automatically excludes them from within. Anyway, Moveing on....
Wow, ok, so, had that sledge hammer a few times this week now. lol. But it is all good. I mean it doesn't really matter in the long scheme of things does it? The great thing is that our relationship has withstood more then this. The bad thing is that it has to withstand more then this. Get my meaning? lol.
Annoyance with EVERYTHING is deffinatly getting up there. I have found something that the J's might possibly want to know. With the threats that you all have seemed to need to tell me, you have violated state law. You are, if I pressed, facing up to a 4,000 doller fine, and a possible 1 month jail time. You could also be banned from being withing 500-1,000 feet of anywhere I am. Now, that doesn't seem like much considering, but I would rather not have that on my record and I would deffinatly not like the idea of going to church (of which you have all CLAIMED christianity) and having to tell the pastor about your misdameaner... interesting way to go about crimanal acts. Plus, if after I report anything that happens, and have the restraining order, and you contact me in any way, you would be convictd of a felony. And that really isn't fun is it? So, kindly refrain from contacting me in the future, and we don't have to worry about any of that ok? Good.
Bethany, as I said before, there is nothing for you to feel bad about. You are an awsome person that did nothing wrong. I am glad that you were able to work out everything with Jon, and I wish you a happy relationship. As I told you on the phone, it really is what a relationship is about. Working things out, talking, communication, trying to make it work. I am glad that I was that push that helped you have a better relatinship. =)
I got... contacted... again. That kinda shocked me. But I wont talk about that anymore. It will be something for close freinds. lol. I wish there was a way that I could let the people I want to read this, but not others. Know what I mean? Stupid girls.
Jen Nelson... Wow, Ok Jen. What the heck is going on with you? When did you start reading this again? And how come you STILL think that you have to put your nose into my buisness? How many times have we talked about this? Golly sakes Jen! What happened to your new found love of no drama? Was it that boring for you? Well, please, go back into retirment. At least about my stuff. I don't appreciate you getting involved.
As for other things, I have gotten the new Harry Potter. It is really good! YEAH! lol. Yeah, I am a nerd, so what? Be nice to use, chances are that someday you will be working for one. It is kinda statistical... which by the way, I decided that although statistical math is kinda hard, and annoying, It isn't as bad as what my "predicesors" have said. Fun eh?
I have been kinda down for a little while now. I am not sure why. um... But my brother and I had a fun time last night. We got so freaking much Mt. Dew, and some fire works, and... it was fun. lol. However, warning, it is not nice to light off a firecracker close to someone. They get mad, scream, and run away. Same with cats (But I never did anything to the cat. Neither did stephen, that was just an accident that we ever SAW that one. Our neighbors are mean! lol)
Umm... I have to clean the house now. And Jenny C is going to pick me up today, that will be fun. Other then that. I have nothing really that I am doing before I get a job. I need one and want one pretty badly.O well... it is all good... O wanna know something kinda funny? Ok, so I know some people that work at Subway, and all the girls in there were like, he is really cute! And I know some people working at Taco Bell, and the same thing happened there. SO, I was talking to one of the managers and she was like, see, we almost don't want to hire you because you would be a distraction. To many of the girls think that you are cute! ... lol. I laughed hard on that one. lol. But it was still kinda funny, although it sucks that I wouldn't be hired because I was "to attaractive" You know, that is a reason that many girls, after they stopped likeing me, told me that they didn't try anything when they did like me. They were to scared of being shot down by "a cute one" how stupid is that? Ok, now that I sound completly full of myslef... And honestly, I really don't think like that often, but you know..
Umm... School. Still have to decide what to do about that. I can either go to clark, or evergreen, or bay. And all three of them have "attractive reasons". If I go to Clark I will finish with my AA degree this year. Which means I will be ahead of just about everyone I know. If I go to high school, I will only have 2 credits (washigton state and elective) They don't let you get any credits in germany, so although I was almost a full year ahead last year, I am now two credits behind. lol. That is kinda funny... So now I have to make up that at clark (and graduate twice) OR go back to school so that I can graduate, and then go to clark next year and still be a year ahead of everyone else. lol. How did that happen? What? I was smart? Umm.... lol. I also want to take some German classes. Would that not be cool? Talking to the teacher in a 101 class in almost perfect German when everyone else is trying to figure out, "hallo, miene name ist Nicc! Und ich bin ouctsehen jehr alt" lol. That would be great... Anyway,
Now that I have sat here and wasted enough time, I am going to get going! Love ya all! Me
Bethany, there are two entries (the two directly below) in which you would find what I wrote that was so "detrimental and horrible" I hope that you find it intersting reading. The first (meaning subject line Stuff) was written about just about everything that is going on in my head, and you and the "J's" were mentioned. The following entry is mostly about you and our time together. I have trouble believeing that after they read that entry they could honestly think that I would be trying to steal you, but perhaps they were not able to see the fact that I was warring with myself against that very thing. If they have ever liked a girl (which I saw that they were all single besides your loved Jon), they might understand the difficulty in telliing said girl that they should go back with their beoyfreinds. But perhaps that is only my weakness, and they are strong enough to know everything there is about girls, and have no problem with telling their "crushes", for lack of a better word, to continue in a relationship that automatically excludes them from within. Anyway, Moveing on....
Wow, ok, so, had that sledge hammer a few times this week now. lol. But it is all good. I mean it doesn't really matter in the long scheme of things does it? The great thing is that our relationship has withstood more then this. The bad thing is that it has to withstand more then this. Get my meaning? lol.
Annoyance with EVERYTHING is deffinatly getting up there. I have found something that the J's might possibly want to know. With the threats that you all have seemed to need to tell me, you have violated state law. You are, if I pressed, facing up to a 4,000 doller fine, and a possible 1 month jail time. You could also be banned from being withing 500-1,000 feet of anywhere I am. Now, that doesn't seem like much considering, but I would rather not have that on my record and I would deffinatly not like the idea of going to church (of which you have all CLAIMED christianity) and having to tell the pastor about your misdameaner... interesting way to go about crimanal acts. Plus, if after I report anything that happens, and have the restraining order, and you contact me in any way, you would be convictd of a felony. And that really isn't fun is it? So, kindly refrain from contacting me in the future, and we don't have to worry about any of that ok? Good.
Bethany, as I said before, there is nothing for you to feel bad about. You are an awsome person that did nothing wrong. I am glad that you were able to work out everything with Jon, and I wish you a happy relationship. As I told you on the phone, it really is what a relationship is about. Working things out, talking, communication, trying to make it work. I am glad that I was that push that helped you have a better relatinship. =)
I got... contacted... again. That kinda shocked me. But I wont talk about that anymore. It will be something for close freinds. lol. I wish there was a way that I could let the people I want to read this, but not others. Know what I mean? Stupid girls.
Jen Nelson... Wow, Ok Jen. What the heck is going on with you? When did you start reading this again? And how come you STILL think that you have to put your nose into my buisness? How many times have we talked about this? Golly sakes Jen! What happened to your new found love of no drama? Was it that boring for you? Well, please, go back into retirment. At least about my stuff. I don't appreciate you getting involved.
As for other things, I have gotten the new Harry Potter. It is really good! YEAH! lol. Yeah, I am a nerd, so what? Be nice to use, chances are that someday you will be working for one. It is kinda statistical... which by the way, I decided that although statistical math is kinda hard, and annoying, It isn't as bad as what my "predicesors" have said. Fun eh?
I have been kinda down for a little while now. I am not sure why. um... But my brother and I had a fun time last night. We got so freaking much Mt. Dew, and some fire works, and... it was fun. lol. However, warning, it is not nice to light off a firecracker close to someone. They get mad, scream, and run away. Same with cats (But I never did anything to the cat. Neither did stephen, that was just an accident that we ever SAW that one. Our neighbors are mean! lol)
Umm... I have to clean the house now. And Jenny C is going to pick me up today, that will be fun. Other then that. I have nothing really that I am doing before I get a job. I need one and want one pretty badly.O well... it is all good... O wanna know something kinda funny? Ok, so I know some people that work at Subway, and all the girls in there were like, he is really cute! And I know some people working at Taco Bell, and the same thing happened there. SO, I was talking to one of the managers and she was like, see, we almost don't want to hire you because you would be a distraction. To many of the girls think that you are cute! ... lol. I laughed hard on that one. lol. But it was still kinda funny, although it sucks that I wouldn't be hired because I was "to attaractive" You know, that is a reason that many girls, after they stopped likeing me, told me that they didn't try anything when they did like me. They were to scared of being shot down by "a cute one" how stupid is that? Ok, now that I sound completly full of myslef... And honestly, I really don't think like that often, but you know..
Umm... School. Still have to decide what to do about that. I can either go to clark, or evergreen, or bay. And all three of them have "attractive reasons". If I go to Clark I will finish with my AA degree this year. Which means I will be ahead of just about everyone I know. If I go to high school, I will only have 2 credits (washigton state and elective) They don't let you get any credits in germany, so although I was almost a full year ahead last year, I am now two credits behind. lol. That is kinda funny... So now I have to make up that at clark (and graduate twice) OR go back to school so that I can graduate, and then go to clark next year and still be a year ahead of everyone else. lol. How did that happen? What? I was smart? Umm.... lol. I also want to take some German classes. Would that not be cool? Talking to the teacher in a 101 class in almost perfect German when everyone else is trying to figure out, "hallo, miene name ist Nicc! Und ich bin ouctsehen jehr alt" lol. That would be great... Anyway,
Now that I have sat here and wasted enough time, I am going to get going! Love ya all! Me