Weird
Ok, so Jenny and I are never talking again in my life (how great eh?) And I was fucking robbed in Berlin (great...) And I have 10 euro for the rest of the time over here, but that is ok because I can do that, and Angelina and I (although we have a date for today) are probably going to have a horrible time. She is really acting weird. I don't understand it at all! But you know what, I don't care. I will go, have a coffee or something, and then be done with it. I don't care anymore. And Verena, well, I wish that we were going to be able to go out again (because she is really fun on dates) But she has a new boyfriend (aw, Jenny does too! lol... Actually, it is someone I introduced her to. I don't understand this! I seem to set people up, while on dates with them! I am good... lol) Anyway, yes. I think that Girls (well, in general) are really really hard! But that is ok, because I know that we can also be a pain. I just wish that I could find that good girl that i will love...
And I had a dream last night. I was fighting with my parents about something, and then I saw my dad die, and then I saw my mom cling with all her might to life, and then I died, and then I was just a spirit, but could still see everything. My mom was the only one that could hear me, and then I was sitting on a couch, trying to talk with people, and Nora came in (Probably the only girl that i meet over here that i think is going to make an awsome wife, girlfreind, freind, everything. She is just really really awsome) And I was trying so hard to talk to her, but she couldn't hear me, so I was yelling to my mom to tell her that i will miss her, and my mom wouldn't hear me, so I jumped up, and threw my arms around her, and was telling her how much I was going to miss her, and that I cared about her, and that I wanted to see her again, and to never cahnged, and I was crying the whole time and telling her that i love her... I have never told her anything like this in real life. And everything was so sad, and I knew I would never see her again in my life... It was so odd... I know that my time is comeing to an end, and I am really sad to lose some of these people...
For inturpertation, Mrs Link told me that death normally means that something is changeing. So something about dad changed, mom was trying to stay somewhat the same, and I changed. Then I guess that I was having a hard time talking to people (probably because I am in Germany) And I must have really cared about Nora, and be freaked that I wont talk to her again. It is so weird... Anyway,
I will talk to you all later... Love you lots! Nicc
And I had a dream last night. I was fighting with my parents about something, and then I saw my dad die, and then I saw my mom cling with all her might to life, and then I died, and then I was just a spirit, but could still see everything. My mom was the only one that could hear me, and then I was sitting on a couch, trying to talk with people, and Nora came in (Probably the only girl that i meet over here that i think is going to make an awsome wife, girlfreind, freind, everything. She is just really really awsome) And I was trying so hard to talk to her, but she couldn't hear me, so I was yelling to my mom to tell her that i will miss her, and my mom wouldn't hear me, so I jumped up, and threw my arms around her, and was telling her how much I was going to miss her, and that I cared about her, and that I wanted to see her again, and to never cahnged, and I was crying the whole time and telling her that i love her... I have never told her anything like this in real life. And everything was so sad, and I knew I would never see her again in my life... It was so odd... I know that my time is comeing to an end, and I am really sad to lose some of these people...
For inturpertation, Mrs Link told me that death normally means that something is changeing. So something about dad changed, mom was trying to stay somewhat the same, and I changed. Then I guess that I was having a hard time talking to people (probably because I am in Germany) And I must have really cared about Nora, and be freaked that I wont talk to her again. It is so weird... Anyway,
I will talk to you all later... Love you lots! Nicc