expectations
Well... I have now been told by over 6 people, without those people knowing that anyone else had talked to me, telling me who I should and should not date when I get home. You wanna know the weirdest part of that?
So for like, 4 months I have heard, "you are not even worth the dirt on her shoes. You should never even try with her because she is so high above you" And now what am I hearing? "You are to good for her. Date someone that has more class"
So really what i have to say is this. You guys are idiots. If you actually think that anything that you say, while I am over here, is going to influnece my opinions of anyone, you are so mistaken! I mean, it doesn't matter a whit who you want me to date. Maybe I wont date anyone. Maybe i will go gay. You never know! So please, just stop trying to set me up with people, stop trying to make me think that someone is too good, or that I am too good, and just... let it all be! You know who I really want to date when I get home? Jenny. Why? She never has to say shit about things that aren't important! Or another girl, Ashley, why? Because she doesn't know any of you! And she is sweet and nice. Or Jen, why? Because she likes motorcycle racing and eating cotton candy. Or Tania, why? Because she is pretty and no one knows her. I think that maybe dateing people that you all don't know might just be the key. OR, I could do what I am supposed to do (according to my paretns)
and that is this.
Get home, live at home, don't go out much, don't need my truck, don't use through gas, get a job, get my own car, buy everything myslef, and save up lots of money. Go to college, get good grades, go to church, and never have sex, do drugs, or drink alchohol. So, would you like me to do that one? lol...
Anyway, tried calling Amber today. I am not sure exaclty why, but I wanted to talk to her. And so, I called her. But her answering machine came on, like always, and I just hung up. I really don't want to leave a message if you know what i mean... lol. Then I wanted to talk to Ashley, but I know that she is in school... (I called Amber before school would be. So 7. lol) Anyway... umm... Yeah.
I got rid of the hiar on my belly. lol. Alex (and everyone else at prauge, but alex was the one that started it) now call me Yedi (which sucks because I always think of Josh Williamson) because they say I have enough hair to go back into the dessert and call myself yedi and demand taxes. It made me laugh. But I have no more hair (YEAH!) and so... HA! Anyway... I am going to dye my shirt. I am scared.
Jenny... I miss you. I don't know why. But I want to talk to you again. Lol. Ok, I will see you soon (ha! Really soon... lol) Umm... ciao! me
So for like, 4 months I have heard, "you are not even worth the dirt on her shoes. You should never even try with her because she is so high above you" And now what am I hearing? "You are to good for her. Date someone that has more class"
So really what i have to say is this. You guys are idiots. If you actually think that anything that you say, while I am over here, is going to influnece my opinions of anyone, you are so mistaken! I mean, it doesn't matter a whit who you want me to date. Maybe I wont date anyone. Maybe i will go gay. You never know! So please, just stop trying to set me up with people, stop trying to make me think that someone is too good, or that I am too good, and just... let it all be! You know who I really want to date when I get home? Jenny. Why? She never has to say shit about things that aren't important! Or another girl, Ashley, why? Because she doesn't know any of you! And she is sweet and nice. Or Jen, why? Because she likes motorcycle racing and eating cotton candy. Or Tania, why? Because she is pretty and no one knows her. I think that maybe dateing people that you all don't know might just be the key. OR, I could do what I am supposed to do (according to my paretns)
and that is this.
Get home, live at home, don't go out much, don't need my truck, don't use through gas, get a job, get my own car, buy everything myslef, and save up lots of money. Go to college, get good grades, go to church, and never have sex, do drugs, or drink alchohol. So, would you like me to do that one? lol...
Anyway, tried calling Amber today. I am not sure exaclty why, but I wanted to talk to her. And so, I called her. But her answering machine came on, like always, and I just hung up. I really don't want to leave a message if you know what i mean... lol. Then I wanted to talk to Ashley, but I know that she is in school... (I called Amber before school would be. So 7. lol) Anyway... umm... Yeah.
I got rid of the hiar on my belly. lol. Alex (and everyone else at prauge, but alex was the one that started it) now call me Yedi (which sucks because I always think of Josh Williamson) because they say I have enough hair to go back into the dessert and call myself yedi and demand taxes. It made me laugh. But I have no more hair (YEAH!) and so... HA! Anyway... I am going to dye my shirt. I am scared.
Jenny... I miss you. I don't know why. But I want to talk to you again. Lol. Ok, I will see you soon (ha! Really soon... lol) Umm... ciao! me