May 18, 2005 16:00
Ok, I have some stuff to say! lol. And it isn't anti! (so you are in luck?) Anyway...
Today I am seeing Jenny again (first time since our "fight" which really wasn't a fight because I never told her any of the thoughts that was going through my head. I mean, why? I am leaving soon, it doesn't really matter, and I don't need to "win" the fight. Anyway, I said I am sorry, she said she was sorry, and now we are seeing each other. We are going to Sabastians house (I like that guy. He is just cool) And staying the night there, partying, cooking, etc... It should be intersting, and I hope fun.
On a side note... I look freaking good right now! lol. I got my hair all done up, shaved, and got on my "spify" cloths... I am serioulsy hot right now! And I feel so good because of it! Anyway, now that I made myself feel better, and made you all go... "o my gosh. Nicc, you really aren't that hot honey, but I am happy you think so" I will move on...
So I am talking to Ashley a heck of a lot more now. I am really starting to like her. I mean, I know that it seems kinda stupid, but you know, when it is only talking, and when I actually enjoy our conversations about nothing, why not see what happens? Yes. That is what I think.
So, when I get home... What do you all want to do? I was thinking maybe a party? Or am I just comeing to everyones house and saying, Hi, I am back! lol. I like the party idea... And as for alchohol, well... I am not to opposed to having it, but as you all know, I am not drinking when I get back (unless it is with my rules, when I want it. I know, i am "selfish" but it isn't that big a deal. You can drink what you want, I am just saying that I wont unless it is how I want it. Ok? Good.) Anyway... If you want it, bring it, if you don't, no skin off my back.
K, well, as for my special person...
No freaking clue how I am going to see her or what is going to happen like that. So, if anyone gets an idea, send me an e-mail. If you don't know my e-mail, send me a message in myspace. I hope that I can find some nice way. Maybe a party is a good way to see her? If we hate each other then we can talk to other people? no... that doesn't work that well because... yeah. I just know. So... umm. Have no freaking clue.
Umm... Ok, finished. Have a good day! Love, Me