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Math has been so stupid. I really want to understand but I just can't and I hate it cuz i have miss perfect sitting behind me and all i hear is "omg im so stupid" "of course i got that wrong" "im gonna fail" and other variations of that, even though she's the one gettings 90s on her quizzes and will probably be the first one to get 100. I hate the fact that I dont complain like that in class even though all of that applies to me, like at least i sit there TRYING to understand without like being annoying. Yea i complain here, but this is what this is for, you know? And yea sometimes i make a comment here or there about how bad im doing in class but i dont ever say it seriously even though im not kidding...like emily just gets to me and i know one day im gonna flip on her even though i dont want to. I hate that i let her get to me so much but like seriously? If you constantly get high grades then stop saying you're gonna fail, especially when EVERYONE around you is failing. God, i WILL flip on her in math one day...i have a feeling its sometime soon cuz i just cant take her anymore. Dont even get me started with how she is during euro. Just wanna smack her so bad.
Im doing well in euro, the only class im wicked confident about. English lately has been putting me to sleep which sucks cuz im doing well in that class too surprisingly, but i feel like i havent been paying attention lately and that thats going to screw me over lol. whatever, hopefully i sleep early tonight and actually start paying attention again.
spanish ehhh...maybe pull off a B? I think somewhere around there is reasonable and would make sense.
I hate physics. Just gay.
On the other hand, work has been really good. They were very understanding, i think of my situation on saturdays. at first they got pissed cuz they thought i just wanted saturdays off but i explained how im doing college tours, tests, and competitions and they took it rather well. although i still hate how unorganized they are; it pisses me off. Still, for the past 2 days i actually feel like i know what im doing which makes work so much better. AND! i get my second paycheck tomorrow! =D
I really dont want the first competition to be canceled; i really want to start competing again and to see terenzi and jeri lol. they're so my best friends now its not even funny lol.
College is just a whole other issue. I just signed up for the SAT on November 1st and im gonna take fineran's classes on sundays. I hope they work, i'll be happy if i at least get in the high 1700s, but according to history, its not gonna happen.
NHS has gotten me pretty busy lately. I like it though, it makes me feel important and like im actually doing something meaningful. Tomorrow we're having a meeting in the morning, i hope it doesnt take long cuz i NEED to go to reilly to know what im doing in that class.
Yea, thats about it. My life doesn't consist of anything other than school, college, work, and band. Whatever though, its part of life. I'll get used to it.
Lata biznatches.
ps. I was talking to roberts and mike ha about jazz band. Im pretty pumped and cant wait for it start. I havent played bari in a hot min and i cant wait to play again even though i KNOW im gonna have to rebuild my chops wicked bad. It sucks but it shouldnt take more than one practice to do so...i hope.
Im doing well in euro, the only class im wicked confident about. English lately has been putting me to sleep which sucks cuz im doing well in that class too surprisingly, but i feel like i havent been paying attention lately and that thats going to screw me over lol. whatever, hopefully i sleep early tonight and actually start paying attention again.
spanish ehhh...maybe pull off a B? I think somewhere around there is reasonable and would make sense.
I hate physics. Just gay.
On the other hand, work has been really good. They were very understanding, i think of my situation on saturdays. at first they got pissed cuz they thought i just wanted saturdays off but i explained how im doing college tours, tests, and competitions and they took it rather well. although i still hate how unorganized they are; it pisses me off. Still, for the past 2 days i actually feel like i know what im doing which makes work so much better. AND! i get my second paycheck tomorrow! =D
I really dont want the first competition to be canceled; i really want to start competing again and to see terenzi and jeri lol. they're so my best friends now its not even funny lol.
College is just a whole other issue. I just signed up for the SAT on November 1st and im gonna take fineran's classes on sundays. I hope they work, i'll be happy if i at least get in the high 1700s, but according to history, its not gonna happen.
NHS has gotten me pretty busy lately. I like it though, it makes me feel important and like im actually doing something meaningful. Tomorrow we're having a meeting in the morning, i hope it doesnt take long cuz i NEED to go to reilly to know what im doing in that class.
Yea, thats about it. My life doesn't consist of anything other than school, college, work, and band. Whatever though, its part of life. I'll get used to it.
Lata biznatches.
ps. I was talking to roberts and mike ha about jazz band. Im pretty pumped and cant wait for it start. I havent played bari in a hot min and i cant wait to play again even though i KNOW im gonna have to rebuild my chops wicked bad. It sucks but it shouldnt take more than one practice to do so...i hope.