5am....

[nicagerson]

ITS 5AM Y SIGO PENSANDO
SIGO CANSADO
SIGO TOMADO
DE UNA MANO
QUE NO ME DEJA IR
QUISIERA TENERTE
PERO NO PUEDO
QUISIERA OLVIDARTE
PERO NO PUEDO
DONDE ESTARE OTRA VES
DONDE PENSARE
HASTA QUE TE OLVIDE
HASTA QUE NO PUEDA
SEGUIR VIVIENDO

its almost christmas
i havent done no shopping
there are only 2 person in my life that i care right now
and they are getting presents that i have yet to buy
tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
i have to work at night
good thing
that way i dont get drunk
lol
that way i can be bussy
instead of thinking of you
instead of making things of you
assumptions that run dry
temptations that never connect
inspirations that are out of reach
there u are
there i am
thinking of what it used to be
now and forever
that will always remain
ashes to ashes
blood in blood out
thinking of nothing
writting of nothing
just to kill the time
that ive spent
time that goes fast
never going backwards
never going
never knowing
how to survive
a love that never was there in the first place.