simply a post on growing up.
First of all, i would like to start by saying how happy i am right now in my life and all that jazz. Things have been pretty good, here are the higlights:
- I really like eastern ( I like all my classes and all but one of my teachers, i love the house we live in it's very nice, and I like all the fun i get to have unlike staying at home)
- I'm doing pretty well in all of my classes and I got into every class that i wanted to for next semester (I already have 2 solid A's, and probably 2 B's, and maybe a C in Calc 2 we'll see how the finals go)
- Rob is coming home on the 19th of December!!! yay!!! I'm very excited to finally see my brother again.
- I'm going snowboarding with a bunch of my friends on the 17th of December (TimberRidge baby!!!)
- I'm still in a wonderful relationship with Nick (4 years in Feburary) Our relationship has done nothing but grow stronger since we've been living at Eastern together.
- I will be snowboarding in Colorado during the new year!!! I LOVE COLORADO!!!!! it's the most wonderful place ever!!!
- Also, i don't think i've gained the freshman 15 during college, but then again maybe i have and don't notice it. Either way, i've been going to the gym and working out which is great. I really like working out.
anywho, the synopsis of this part of the post is that Life has been really good, I'm not nearly as stressed as i was living in oak lawn and it's so nice to be with nick instead of 200 miles away.
Now to the part about growing up.
I've never realized how much i have grown up until i was presented with someone who never grew up at all.
When i got kicked out of my mom's house i still tried to see her and talk to her and have a relationship because after all she did kinda raise me for 18 years of my life. As time went on we finally became friends again. Even though i knew that it wasn't all my fault that i was being kicked out, i wasn't going to shun her from my life.
I know a person who never grew up, and they decided to start being a jerk to the people who had taken them in for 6 years. He would talk back to them, ignore what they asked and was downright rude to everyone around them. Realizing that this person wasn't going to respect or even be polite in any way he was kicked out of the house. Now you think that if you were kicked out of house you would finally realize how big of a jerk you were, but not this person. Instead he decided to be even more of a jerk to the family that took him in. He would personally attack people that used to be his friends because he is so in denial about everything he's done.
One day he will grow up and realize what a complete ass he is, but there will be no one there for him. He would have already pushed everyone away.