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i've been feeling really good lately, a HUGE turnaround from a month ago. nothing has really changed much in that month except my outlook. i'm so glad to be single, i'm not looking for a relationship or even a date (although i've been out with a few real winners lately (try a guy who wouldn't leave me alone for months, thought i was his soulmate and is 31! or the one who is perpetually drunk and whose roommate was cooking crack in the kitchen when i visited)). i don't have a crush on any one. it's very liberating.
plus i have a place to live next year! it will definitely be an amazing, crazy house. the landlord is really jumpy and paranoid, and he thinks the cia is after him, so that just adds to the fun of the house.
the only shitty thing is having lost the best friend i had made here. i can understand his priorities and i want to be supportive, but it hurts. he basically told me that he has no time for me, so i pulled away. i don't want to cause him any stress or run after him, taking up time that could be spent on school and girlfriend. now every run-in is worthy of an "awkward turtle!"
anywho, there are buttloads of work to be conquered, so i'm off!
plus i have a place to live next year! it will definitely be an amazing, crazy house. the landlord is really jumpy and paranoid, and he thinks the cia is after him, so that just adds to the fun of the house.
the only shitty thing is having lost the best friend i had made here. i can understand his priorities and i want to be supportive, but it hurts. he basically told me that he has no time for me, so i pulled away. i don't want to cause him any stress or run after him, taking up time that could be spent on school and girlfriend. now every run-in is worthy of an "awkward turtle!"
anywho, there are buttloads of work to be conquered, so i'm off!