Wow
So I bought the book Captivating today. It is amazing how much it already applies to my life. Almost scary. In the first part of the chapter she talks about how she was in her senior year of college and just out of a three year relationship... yeah that's me. Anyway it's crazy how true everything I am reading is. I guess women aren't as complex and men make us out to be. I mean one book can be written and fit so many women. Very crazy. Unfortunately this book is starting to pull at all the things that make me feel insecure. For example "An underlying, gut feeling of failing at who she is". Failure... it's probably my biggest fear. I don't want to fail as I'm sure no one else does, but I constantly feel that I am. It is nice however to know that I am not the only woman in the world who feels this way. Failure. To let you into my head I never feel like I am good enough, I question why anyone would want to be with me, and I always feel like I don't fit in. And those are just a few things I feel like sharing tonight. Why are women so insecure anyway? Why are we so threatened by other women? Why do we need constant reminder? Why are we scared? Why do we need someone to love us? Too many whys. That's all for now. I'll probably continue to ramble during the time it takes to read this book.