Oh boy
This week has already started off badly. I woke up this morning feeling as sleep deprived as ever and I'm sure I won't get a chance to catch up on sleep until the weekend. Oh joy. Anyway class and clinic went well, but studying for tomorrow and wednesday is a pain. But enough about that.
So, I feel about as minuscule as humanly possible today. I don't know what this person is thinking wanting to spend time with me. Our intelligence levels are night and day. I actually feel dumb compared to this person. Seriously it's driving me nuts. I used to consider myself a faily educated/smart person. Not anymore. Where are my running shoes again? I think I may need to use them. I know you all probably think I'm nuts, but oh well, time to run fast and faster.
Maybe my prior approach to dating was best. The whole no dating bit. It seemed to be working. And I did say God would have to give me a sign. Who says any of that was a sign? I think I better retreat back to my old way of thinking. I'm not cut out for the dating world at all right now. I know that my "one" is out there waiting for me somewhere, but now is not the time or place to find him. Or maybe I'm completely wrong about my life direction. Maybe God doesn't want me to move to the Quad Cities after all. If that's the case how am I ever going to deal with that? Ahhh life is so confusing. I am also very tired and don't make much sense right now. So off to bed I go... maybe it'll all make sense in the morning.
So, I feel about as minuscule as humanly possible today. I don't know what this person is thinking wanting to spend time with me. Our intelligence levels are night and day. I actually feel dumb compared to this person. Seriously it's driving me nuts. I used to consider myself a faily educated/smart person. Not anymore. Where are my running shoes again? I think I may need to use them. I know you all probably think I'm nuts, but oh well, time to run fast and faster.
Maybe my prior approach to dating was best. The whole no dating bit. It seemed to be working. And I did say God would have to give me a sign. Who says any of that was a sign? I think I better retreat back to my old way of thinking. I'm not cut out for the dating world at all right now. I know that my "one" is out there waiting for me somewhere, but now is not the time or place to find him. Or maybe I'm completely wrong about my life direction. Maybe God doesn't want me to move to the Quad Cities after all. If that's the case how am I ever going to deal with that? Ahhh life is so confusing. I am also very tired and don't make much sense right now. So off to bed I go... maybe it'll all make sense in the morning.