but I hope that you will never feel unwanted
Ever since Meg, Higgins, Mike, and I went to the island thing and went out on the ice I've been dying to go ice skating. I am picky and I only want to go on a pond tho. :) Its prettier that way. Yes, eventhough it is beautiful out today, I wouldn't mind it being a bit colder so I could go ice skating.
I SHOULD be studying right now but I had to take a break. Big test on Weds for social psychology. In about 20 minutes I have to go to Jays room to practice. Open mic night tonight. I'm psyched. I am fearing that I will get nervous tho. Bleh. Hopefully enough practice will make me feel more comfortable. Anyways- I studied more than I thought I would be able to last night. I went to Josh's room in Miles to watch the game and hang out. It was fun, something nice and relaxing.
I have to come a conclusion about what happened Saturday night. I'm still angry, but I dont like to hold grudges, so I think that I will just say this: The reason I am most angry is because we were told that we could go, and then because someone that doesn't even live there had a problem because Sarah was there (which so stupid considering she is one of the nicest people) we had to leave. Also, someone I considered my friend was def not acting like one. At all. It just makes me take a closer look at things.
Im kind of sad lately. But I guess all I can do is pray for my grampa. I miss him. But he is not the same.
Looking forward to the end of this week...Friday = happiness.
gotta go practice now. woot.
<3
the nicki
I SHOULD be studying right now but I had to take a break. Big test on Weds for social psychology. In about 20 minutes I have to go to Jays room to practice. Open mic night tonight. I'm psyched. I am fearing that I will get nervous tho. Bleh. Hopefully enough practice will make me feel more comfortable. Anyways- I studied more than I thought I would be able to last night. I went to Josh's room in Miles to watch the game and hang out. It was fun, something nice and relaxing.
I have to come a conclusion about what happened Saturday night. I'm still angry, but I dont like to hold grudges, so I think that I will just say this: The reason I am most angry is because we were told that we could go, and then because someone that doesn't even live there had a problem because Sarah was there (which so stupid considering she is one of the nicest people) we had to leave. Also, someone I considered my friend was def not acting like one. At all. It just makes me take a closer look at things.
Im kind of sad lately. But I guess all I can do is pray for my grampa. I miss him. But he is not the same.
Looking forward to the end of this week...Friday = happiness.
gotta go practice now. woot.
<3
the nicki