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oh god, i must be pmsing
i was so excited about everything! i was so damn excited. and now half of its gone to hell and im so disappointed. if its all supposed to work out in the end why doesn't it look like thats happening at all?! so many plans and thoughts and happy ideas and now... now i don't even know why my life is throwing these things at me. i thought quitting sears would be the main bad thing gone out of my life but now i see all these other bad things.... well not bad per say, just utterly disappointing and depressing. maybe its a test. or i have some pretty bad luck. or.... (insert other ideas here).
i've been thrown a curve ball... or more like one has been chucked at me... grrrreeeeat
i was so excited about everything! i was so damn excited. and now half of its gone to hell and im so disappointed. if its all supposed to work out in the end why doesn't it look like thats happening at all?! so many plans and thoughts and happy ideas and now... now i don't even know why my life is throwing these things at me. i thought quitting sears would be the main bad thing gone out of my life but now i see all these other bad things.... well not bad per say, just utterly disappointing and depressing. maybe its a test. or i have some pretty bad luck. or.... (insert other ideas here).
i've been thrown a curve ball... or more like one has been chucked at me... grrrreeeeat