la la la la life goes on

[nic_panda]

i had a crazy day but actually not too bad. im starting to get used to crying babies and pretending like im perfectly fine with how fussy they are. its not so stressful and worrisome as it used to be. actually, all my appointments today involved crying fussy kids. it didnt seem like it was as bad as last saturday but that was probably because there were some no shows and cancellations right near the end. it really bugs me how trained people think newbies are stupid. oh and Keri comes in tomorrow. know what i just realized? im the only one with a normal name. theres Karla (which is normal but spelled weird so its weird), Shera, Kiran, Shyla, Keri and me. yea. i know. i had lunch with Shyla too today. that was fun. lol. she has her own house (i think) and shes only like a year older than me... well thats what i would guess since she took a year off last year so yea, it logically works. she said house but it might be apartment. i dunno. its hard to imagine living somewhere else... alone... like out of this house... but i really want to! everything is ready for me here but i am not seeming to care about that right now. im kinda excited about getting out there. probably cause i figure i can take care of myself but that may not be so true. the only things i dont do for myself around here are buy food and drive myself places but that is easily remedied by bus. oh and i guess i dont pay taxes or rent or anything. oh well. it will come. some day. maybe next year. lol omg!

bye bye
sweetest dreams
love Nic