Apr 11, 2003 21:48
I've be meaning to write in this thing for about 2 weeks now, and every night when I think I can sit down to do it, I get tired or busy or something else comes up and I think, "I'll do it tomorrow." Well, we all know how that goes! But, even though I'm very tired right now, I'm forcing myself to write something, even if it's nothing at all and not very important.
I had the pleasure of overhearing Bella trying to explain to Connor why my winning the Oscar was so "cool." He just looks at her with the expression all boys take to their older sisters.. something along the lines of, "Nothing coming out of your mouth means anything to me." I had to laugh a bit because Bella gets so determined at times. Most of the time, really. She actually reminds me very much of me at times when I get that fire in my eyes and won't let something go. How wonderful and uncanny to see your own traits in your children as they grow...
Life has slowed down a bit for me. I do have a lot of filming scheduled and coming up, but right now I'm loving being able to stay at home in New York with the children. Being stable in one place for at least a somewhat long amount of time seems to put my mind at ease. I think I just get too stressed and bothered when I'm one place and then another and so on and so forth. I don't even need to say how wonderful it is to be with the children so much as well.
I think I really need to start catching up with old friends. They seem to be everywhere and nowhere at once... if that makes any sense! *laughs* I just think about many of them and begin to miss them so much... There's almost nothing worse than having an actual craving to see a person and not being able to. I should look into ways to fix that.
I also need to get better about replying to my comments and other people's posts. I'm getting awful, aren't I? I suppose I just need to try a bit harder. Shouldn't be too difficult, should it?