Miracle for Us Ch. 20
Title: Miracle For Us Chapter 20
Characters: Yesung, Siwon
Pairing: YeWon, slight!KiSung
Genre: Mpreg!AU, Fluff
Rating: PG-15
Warning: Heavy Mpreg.
Disclaimer: Fiction. I only own the plot and the story.
Siwon watches in disbelief as his husband keeps on eating countless fishcakes.
"Imonim, another five here, please?" Yesung informs the bojangmacha's owner. The pregnant man quickly looks at Siwon in front of him, as if he just remembers that his husband is also there. "Wonie you want more, too?"
"No," Siwon answers shortly. He's eaten three and that's more than enough at this moment. He's really not in the mood to eat anything.
Yesung looks a bit sad hearing Siwon's response, but the bojangmacha's owner comes to the table with a plate full of fishcakes.His attention shifts in an instant to the food, and he smiles ear to ear. He gets one and starts eating again, looking very cute with his cheeks full of fishcakes.
"This plate will be the last, OK?" Siwon checks his wristwatch. "We have to go home and sleep right away. Plus, you've eaten like how much? 40?"
"Dis wee dirdri sik," Yesung answers his husband with his mouth full. (a/n: "this be 36")
"It isn't healthy. Right after this I'll pay and we'll go home right away."
Yesung hears the finality in his husband's tone and he starts to take an observant look at his husband's face, while chewing his food. Siwon doesn't look back at him, instead, the lawyer is looking away with a solemn expression on his face.
The pregnant man feels guilty and sad right away. Siwon still seems to be so bothered, maybe he's still thinking about the event happened about an hour ago with Kibum?
Of course he is, Yesung swallows with difficulty. Siwon is not okay. Maybe Siwon is angry and he has all the right to act like this.
Suddenly, the fishcakes tasted like cardboard in his mouth. His appetite flows away with the wind.
"Wonie," Yesung calls. "I'm finished. Let's go home..." he tries to smile sweetly but Siwon doesn't even spare a glance at him. His husband just gets up and walks to the bojangmacha's owner to pay.
Yesung gets up sadly, his shoulder slumped and he walks to Siwon's direction.
The taller man glances for a moment at his husband and walks out, to the car.
The couple barely talks in the drive home. Mainly because everytime Yesung tries to open a conversation, Siwon will answer curtly, or even simply ignores it. The pregnant man knows that he has to talk to his husband about Kibum, but the car is clearly not the appropriate place, and their drive is obviously not the appropriate time.
At their home, Siwon enters the bathroom right away, still not talking to Yesung. The petite man is contemplating about the things he needs to do to get Siwon's forgiveness. He automatically prepares his husband's clean underwear and pajamas as usual on the bed, while still thinking about how to let Siwon know that he is really sorry and that what he did were just mistakes that he didn't mean to.
After putting his husband's pajamas on the bed, his eyes drifted to the clock on the bedroom wall. He is surprised to see that it's about 1 am already! No wonder Siwon was firm in taking him home in the middle of his pregnant husband enjoying his fishcakes.
"Ah, right," Yesung just remembers that he needs to drink his pregnancy milk. He walks to the kitchen to make the milk for himself. With Siwon being angry at him like this, he thinks maybe his husband won't make the milk for him the way he usually does.
Since Siwon usually made it for him, he barely knows the right amount of milk he should put in, or if he should add some sugar to the beverage. He's about to add some sugar to the glass when Siwon walks into the kitchen and sees what he's doing.
"You're not making your milk, are you?" Siwon asks from behind his back.
Yesung is so happy to hear his husband's voice, he turns to Siwon with a sweet smile. "Yes..."
"Don't add sugar," Siwon doesn't look at Yesung but to the glass. He takes the sugar spoon from his husband's hand and put it back to the jar.
Yesung is dumbfounded by his action.
"Just sit down. I'll continue." Siwon commands him.
Yesung has a mixed feeling, he's happy that Siwon still cares to make him his milk, but still sad because of the cold tone his husband is using to him. Sitting himself on the dining table, Yesung watches Siwon's tall figure carefully prepares his pregnancy milk. His husband hasn't changed his clothes, it means he hasn't taken a shower.
"Wonie," Yesung calls when Siwon walks to the dining table with Yesung's milk in his hands. "Can we please talk?"
Siwon lifts his eyes so that their stares meet. His face, however, is still stern with no smiles or kindness Yesung usually sees.
"Talk about Kibum," Yesung pleads with his eyes.
Siwon puts down the milk in the table, near Yesung, and his stern expression obviously hardens.
"Drink, then brush your teeth before you sleep," Siwon says as if he doesn't hear Yesung's words before.
"But... but..."
"I'm sleepy and tired," Siwon retreats and walks to their bedroom.
Yesung sits there, staring emptily at his glass of milk. Maybe he can talk to Siwon tomorrow?
He doesn't understand what makes him says what he says right after.
Maybe Siwon is being so unfair with the way he refuses to talk right away. Maybe Yesung is just too tired and he's had enough of Siwon's cold actions toward him. Yesung simply wants to clear the problem right away, so that they can go to bed in peace.
"I... I won't drink this milk if you... don't want to talk to me right now, Wonie!" he yells, his voice is shaking. "You come here, right now, and talk to me!"
Yesung breathes heavily, tears already cascade down his chubby cheeks before he sobs uncontrollably. And even if his eyes are blurred with tears, he could see Siwon halts his step and stands there with his back facing him.
Yesung counts to three Mississippis in his head, but Siwon is not moving. That only makes him angry, although he doesn't really understand why.
"I won't sleep either, Wonie... I will just wait for you here until you come here and talk to me."
Nobody says anything for several seconds after. Yesung is waiting for Siwon to come to him, while Siwon is heard to be sighing deeply.
"I've always thought that you are mature," Siwon suddenly says, his tone as cold as ice. "But I was wrong."
And just like that, Siwon walks to their bedroom, leaving Yesung who is trying hard to control his sobs and anger.
"Why did you bring me home? WHY?!" the pregnant man screams. "You don't even wanna talk to me!"
Inside the bedroom, Siwon tries to calm himself down by changing his clothes, pretending not to hear Yesung out there. He puts on the pajamas that Yesung prepared for him.
He opens his phone, puts on his headset, and plays the last song playing on his iTunes. The lawyer doesn't even care what song that is, simply because he just wants to void his mind. To run away from all the occurences happened this evening.
But the next song played in his playlist is a song so meaningful. "You Can" by David Archuleta is the song Yesung sang in their wedding party.
*flashback*
"Ladies and gentlemen," Zhoumi talked to the microphone to get the attention of all the wedding guests. "Our beautiful groom is going to present something so magnificent for his new husband, and for all of us his beloved guests! As you all know, he has such amazing, breathtaking voice..."
Siwon watched Zhoumi in confusion, but then he realized that the 'beautiful groom' he meant must be Yesung and not himself. He turns to the side to find his new husband beside him, but he's met with a peck on the cheek.
"Sungie?" Siwon blinked repeatedly.
"Surprise," Yesung whispered, smiling beautifully at him before running towards Zhoumi's direction on the stage.
Siwon looked around his table, where Eric, Jaejoong, and Yunho were surrounding him. Yunho and Jaejoong smiled happily at Yesung on the stage, while Eric was busy with his cell phone. Other people from other tables were either smiling in admiration at Yesung or laughing at him for being so surprised.
"I want to thank all you guys for being here," Yesung stood on the stage, looking so glowing like an angel with his white suit and soft, caramel hair. "Thank you for blessing our marriage..." the beautiful petite man then tilted his head to meet his new husband's eyes. "I want to sing a song, dedicated to my husband Siwonie," he pointed at Siwon with his hand.
Everybody in the room shifted their glances to Siwon and the young attorney found himself anticipating. Yesung, his new husband was dedicating a song to him! He felt like the luckiest man on earth, again, for the umpteenth time that day.
"Give your loudest applause to Kim Yesung, with his love song!" Zhoumi screamed.
The applause, whistle, and cheer went deafening in the room.
"Alright, so this song is titled 'You Can' by David Archuleta," Yesung smiled sweetly. He then looked at Siwon again before continuing, "This song is literally how I feel about my new husband Choi Siwon..."
Siwon stood up then also ran to the stage, standing beside Yesung. The petite man blushed, and he pushed Siwon's body to stand further from him. Siwon held his hand instead, but said nothing. He could only smile ear to ear and shook his head in happiness.
"Woohooo!" people were whistling, clapping, and cheering again.
"Hey hey, don't start now, Mr Choi," Zhoumi teased the happy couple, making the atmosphere warmer.
Yesung playfully pushed Siwon again so the taller man watched his new husband from an appropriate distance.
The live band started to play, and the room was gradually getting quiet as the soft, soothing melody reverberated. Yesung started the song with his husky voice.
Take me where i've never been, help me on my feet again
show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me i'm not on my own, tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what i'm feeling isn't some mistake
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...Yesung glanced at Siwon shyly. His red, happy face was super adorable. Siwon felt like he wanted to eat that man right then, right there.
Save me from myself, you can...
and it's you and no one else
If i could wish upon tomorrow, tonight would never end
If you ask me I would follow
but for now i'll just pretend
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...The spectators were all amazed by Yesung's magnificent voice. Some even recorded the performance using their phones, some others were whispering in admiration.
Baby when you look at me tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?Yesung glanced briefly at Siwon's eyes but then shyly looked away. All the people watching were bewitched.
'cause everything that brought me here, now it all seem so clear
Baby, you're the one that i've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...While Yesung kept singing, Siwon approached him smoothly and grabbed his new husband's small left hand.
Yesung was surprised, looking so adorable with his eyes opened as big as saucers but he controlled himself with a sweet smile and continued singing.
With Yesung's small hand in his palm, Siwon smiles proudly at all his wedding guests. Finally he got to call this epitome of perfection his husband! He saw his lawyer friends, the young ones, were making funny faces at him to tease him.
Siwon was surprised when Yesung suddenly pulled his hand, so that their bodies were facing each other. Siwon was completely clueless about what his husband was about to do since he didn't know the song himself.
Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyesYesung suddenly stared at his eyes completely, with his red face and everything. Siwon was stunned, he was lost in the most beautiful eyes in the world.
His heart felt like it dropped when he saw a tear in Yesung's chubby cheek.
Bring me to my knees and make me cryAnd while singing, Yesung dropped to his one knee and looked up at Siwon's confused face. The taller man just stood there like an idiot until the lyrics Yesung just sang got into his brain.
Yesung, crying even more now, was still kneeling and his breaths started to get heavy
No one's ever done this...
everything was just a lie...Yesung sobbed like a little child and Siwon snapped awake from his trance. His baby was singing a romantic song, doing a romantic gesture while singing...
and i know, yes i know...Quickly Siwon bent down to console his sobbing baby, who was still singing stubbornly, with uneven pitch. But no one cared about pitch as everyone was busy going 'uwu' over the sweet moment the newlyweds were showing them!
"Baby," Siwon kissed Yesung's hand and his hand went to erase the tears on the petite man's cheeks. "Baby don't cry," Siwon was so confused, he really didn't expect Yesung to cry.
But much to Siwon's surprise, Yesung smiled again in his tears and led him to stand up again.
This is where it all begins,Yesung sang, pulling Siwon's hand so that their bodies were closer now. He kept staring at Siwon's eyes, and Siwon felt like he's flying. But again, Yesung's lone tear cascading the cheek from the beautiful eye was also heartbreaking.
But Yesung's smile showed how happy he actually was.
so tell me it'll never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else...Siwon couldn't help it anymore, seeing his beautiful husband up close, crying in happiness and singing such sweet melody and lyrics, all for him! He pulled Yesung into a deep kiss.
Yesung, also bewitched, gave up to the kiss and they started their make-out on stage, in front of everyone. His right hand, still carrying the microphone, fell to the side as Siwon cupped his face.
The live band kept on playing the romantic music while everyone in the guest list was also celebrating the beautiful couple. Siwon's lawyer friends came near the stage to take close-up shots of Siwon and Yesung's romantic kiss, to blackmail Siwon later.
Jaejoong ran to the table designed for little children in panic, trying to shift all the kids' attentions from the hot stage, but to no avail.
"Waaaa uncle Siwon is eating uncle Yesung!!!" Jaeho screamed enthusiastically.
Fortunately, both Siwon and Yesung didn't hear all the commotion, as they were so deep in their own world. Their kiss was so deep, Siwon dominated Yesung as usual, holding his face softly.
Siwon's tongue was on Yesung's mouth, tasting the most delicious taste that was Yesung. But suddenly Yesung realized that they were in the stage of their wedding reception.
The music played by the live band entered Yesung's ears again, camera blitz from Siwon's friends that he didn't really know personally, and some people's naughty cheers dragged him back to the real world.
"Wo..." Yesung spelled difficultly due to Siwon's tongue in his mouth. He pushed Siwon softly, and thankfully the lawyer also started to realize where they were. They ended the kiss.
*end of flashback*
Siwon suddenly feels so spent and cold when the song ends, simultaneously ending his reverie about his beautiful wedding day. The fact that he is alone in his bed, with his husband sulking in the kitchen is now biting him.
The attorney takes his earphones off and starts listening for any noise from Yesung in the kitchen, to find out if his husband is still crying. But the bedroom is located too far from the kitchen so he can't hear a thing.
So again, he lies there on the bed alone, looking emptily at Yesung's vacant sleeping area. He no longer wants to listen to music anymore since his feelings have turned worse than when he started, after listening to the song Yesung sang in their wedding party.
As much as Siwon hates it and tries to erase from his mind, the image of Yesung and Kibum in the bathroom of the hotel looms again over his mind. He still sees in a detailed view, how Yesung's voice was cracking, how the pregnant husband of his is angry at Kibum.
And how Kibum looked at Yesung, with hurt, sadness and bitterness blended in his eyes yet they couldn't hide how loving his stare was.
"I can't not mind you!" those words, and Yesung's face upon saying it, are replayed vividly in his mind again and again. Even when his petite husband had explained to him that the feeling is no longer the same, Siwon cannot hide his insecurities.
He doesn't want Yesung to think about any other guy. There should be only him in Yesung's heart and mind, why is Kibum breaking the door and forcing his way in, again, after eight years?
And Siwon also can't hide his fear of losing Yesung to Kibum. They've had history together. A man could never forget his first love, and Siwon swears he could just drop dead if Yesung should ever leave him for Kibum.
Not even Yesung's cries and Kibum's promises that same night were remembered by the disturbed lawyer. He falls asleep without realizing the time, having a restless sleep.
*tbc*
A/N: Happy birthday my baby Yesungie!
Characters: Yesung, Siwon
Pairing: YeWon, slight!KiSung
Genre: Mpreg!AU, Fluff
Rating: PG-15
Warning: Heavy Mpreg.
Disclaimer: Fiction. I only own the plot and the story.
Siwon watches in disbelief as his husband keeps on eating countless fishcakes.
"Imonim, another five here, please?" Yesung informs the bojangmacha's owner. The pregnant man quickly looks at Siwon in front of him, as if he just remembers that his husband is also there. "Wonie you want more, too?"
"No," Siwon answers shortly. He's eaten three and that's more than enough at this moment. He's really not in the mood to eat anything.
Yesung looks a bit sad hearing Siwon's response, but the bojangmacha's owner comes to the table with a plate full of fishcakes.His attention shifts in an instant to the food, and he smiles ear to ear. He gets one and starts eating again, looking very cute with his cheeks full of fishcakes.
"This plate will be the last, OK?" Siwon checks his wristwatch. "We have to go home and sleep right away. Plus, you've eaten like how much? 40?"
"Dis wee dirdri sik," Yesung answers his husband with his mouth full. (a/n: "this be 36")
"It isn't healthy. Right after this I'll pay and we'll go home right away."
Yesung hears the finality in his husband's tone and he starts to take an observant look at his husband's face, while chewing his food. Siwon doesn't look back at him, instead, the lawyer is looking away with a solemn expression on his face.
The pregnant man feels guilty and sad right away. Siwon still seems to be so bothered, maybe he's still thinking about the event happened about an hour ago with Kibum?
Of course he is, Yesung swallows with difficulty. Siwon is not okay. Maybe Siwon is angry and he has all the right to act like this.
Suddenly, the fishcakes tasted like cardboard in his mouth. His appetite flows away with the wind.
"Wonie," Yesung calls. "I'm finished. Let's go home..." he tries to smile sweetly but Siwon doesn't even spare a glance at him. His husband just gets up and walks to the bojangmacha's owner to pay.
Yesung gets up sadly, his shoulder slumped and he walks to Siwon's direction.
The taller man glances for a moment at his husband and walks out, to the car.
The couple barely talks in the drive home. Mainly because everytime Yesung tries to open a conversation, Siwon will answer curtly, or even simply ignores it. The pregnant man knows that he has to talk to his husband about Kibum, but the car is clearly not the appropriate place, and their drive is obviously not the appropriate time.
At their home, Siwon enters the bathroom right away, still not talking to Yesung. The petite man is contemplating about the things he needs to do to get Siwon's forgiveness. He automatically prepares his husband's clean underwear and pajamas as usual on the bed, while still thinking about how to let Siwon know that he is really sorry and that what he did were just mistakes that he didn't mean to.
After putting his husband's pajamas on the bed, his eyes drifted to the clock on the bedroom wall. He is surprised to see that it's about 1 am already! No wonder Siwon was firm in taking him home in the middle of his pregnant husband enjoying his fishcakes.
"Ah, right," Yesung just remembers that he needs to drink his pregnancy milk. He walks to the kitchen to make the milk for himself. With Siwon being angry at him like this, he thinks maybe his husband won't make the milk for him the way he usually does.
Since Siwon usually made it for him, he barely knows the right amount of milk he should put in, or if he should add some sugar to the beverage. He's about to add some sugar to the glass when Siwon walks into the kitchen and sees what he's doing.
"You're not making your milk, are you?" Siwon asks from behind his back.
Yesung is so happy to hear his husband's voice, he turns to Siwon with a sweet smile. "Yes..."
"Don't add sugar," Siwon doesn't look at Yesung but to the glass. He takes the sugar spoon from his husband's hand and put it back to the jar.
Yesung is dumbfounded by his action.
"Just sit down. I'll continue." Siwon commands him.
Yesung has a mixed feeling, he's happy that Siwon still cares to make him his milk, but still sad because of the cold tone his husband is using to him. Sitting himself on the dining table, Yesung watches Siwon's tall figure carefully prepares his pregnancy milk. His husband hasn't changed his clothes, it means he hasn't taken a shower.
"Wonie," Yesung calls when Siwon walks to the dining table with Yesung's milk in his hands. "Can we please talk?"
Siwon lifts his eyes so that their stares meet. His face, however, is still stern with no smiles or kindness Yesung usually sees.
"Talk about Kibum," Yesung pleads with his eyes.
Siwon puts down the milk in the table, near Yesung, and his stern expression obviously hardens.
"Drink, then brush your teeth before you sleep," Siwon says as if he doesn't hear Yesung's words before.
"But... but..."
"I'm sleepy and tired," Siwon retreats and walks to their bedroom.
Yesung sits there, staring emptily at his glass of milk. Maybe he can talk to Siwon tomorrow?
He doesn't understand what makes him says what he says right after.
Maybe Siwon is being so unfair with the way he refuses to talk right away. Maybe Yesung is just too tired and he's had enough of Siwon's cold actions toward him. Yesung simply wants to clear the problem right away, so that they can go to bed in peace.
"I... I won't drink this milk if you... don't want to talk to me right now, Wonie!" he yells, his voice is shaking. "You come here, right now, and talk to me!"
Yesung breathes heavily, tears already cascade down his chubby cheeks before he sobs uncontrollably. And even if his eyes are blurred with tears, he could see Siwon halts his step and stands there with his back facing him.
Yesung counts to three Mississippis in his head, but Siwon is not moving. That only makes him angry, although he doesn't really understand why.
"I won't sleep either, Wonie... I will just wait for you here until you come here and talk to me."
Nobody says anything for several seconds after. Yesung is waiting for Siwon to come to him, while Siwon is heard to be sighing deeply.
"I've always thought that you are mature," Siwon suddenly says, his tone as cold as ice. "But I was wrong."
And just like that, Siwon walks to their bedroom, leaving Yesung who is trying hard to control his sobs and anger.
"Why did you bring me home? WHY?!" the pregnant man screams. "You don't even wanna talk to me!"
Inside the bedroom, Siwon tries to calm himself down by changing his clothes, pretending not to hear Yesung out there. He puts on the pajamas that Yesung prepared for him.
He opens his phone, puts on his headset, and plays the last song playing on his iTunes. The lawyer doesn't even care what song that is, simply because he just wants to void his mind. To run away from all the occurences happened this evening.
But the next song played in his playlist is a song so meaningful. "You Can" by David Archuleta is the song Yesung sang in their wedding party.
*flashback*
"Ladies and gentlemen," Zhoumi talked to the microphone to get the attention of all the wedding guests. "Our beautiful groom is going to present something so magnificent for his new husband, and for all of us his beloved guests! As you all know, he has such amazing, breathtaking voice..."
Siwon watched Zhoumi in confusion, but then he realized that the 'beautiful groom' he meant must be Yesung and not himself. He turns to the side to find his new husband beside him, but he's met with a peck on the cheek.
"Sungie?" Siwon blinked repeatedly.
"Surprise," Yesung whispered, smiling beautifully at him before running towards Zhoumi's direction on the stage.
Siwon looked around his table, where Eric, Jaejoong, and Yunho were surrounding him. Yunho and Jaejoong smiled happily at Yesung on the stage, while Eric was busy with his cell phone. Other people from other tables were either smiling in admiration at Yesung or laughing at him for being so surprised.
"I want to thank all you guys for being here," Yesung stood on the stage, looking so glowing like an angel with his white suit and soft, caramel hair. "Thank you for blessing our marriage..." the beautiful petite man then tilted his head to meet his new husband's eyes. "I want to sing a song, dedicated to my husband Siwonie," he pointed at Siwon with his hand.
Everybody in the room shifted their glances to Siwon and the young attorney found himself anticipating. Yesung, his new husband was dedicating a song to him! He felt like the luckiest man on earth, again, for the umpteenth time that day.
"Give your loudest applause to Kim Yesung, with his love song!" Zhoumi screamed.
The applause, whistle, and cheer went deafening in the room.
"Alright, so this song is titled 'You Can' by David Archuleta," Yesung smiled sweetly. He then looked at Siwon again before continuing, "This song is literally how I feel about my new husband Choi Siwon..."
Siwon stood up then also ran to the stage, standing beside Yesung. The petite man blushed, and he pushed Siwon's body to stand further from him. Siwon held his hand instead, but said nothing. He could only smile ear to ear and shook his head in happiness.
"Woohooo!" people were whistling, clapping, and cheering again.
"Hey hey, don't start now, Mr Choi," Zhoumi teased the happy couple, making the atmosphere warmer.
Yesung playfully pushed Siwon again so the taller man watched his new husband from an appropriate distance.
The live band started to play, and the room was gradually getting quiet as the soft, soothing melody reverberated. Yesung started the song with his husky voice.
Take me where i've never been, help me on my feet again
show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me i'm not on my own, tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what i'm feeling isn't some mistake
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...Yesung glanced at Siwon shyly. His red, happy face was super adorable. Siwon felt like he wanted to eat that man right then, right there.
Save me from myself, you can...
and it's you and no one else
If i could wish upon tomorrow, tonight would never end
If you ask me I would follow
but for now i'll just pretend
'cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...The spectators were all amazed by Yesung's magnificent voice. Some even recorded the performance using their phones, some others were whispering in admiration.
Baby when you look at me tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?Yesung glanced briefly at Siwon's eyes but then shyly looked away. All the people watching were bewitched.
'cause everything that brought me here, now it all seem so clear
Baby, you're the one that i've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can...While Yesung kept singing, Siwon approached him smoothly and grabbed his new husband's small left hand.
Yesung was surprised, looking so adorable with his eyes opened as big as saucers but he controlled himself with a sweet smile and continued singing.
With Yesung's small hand in his palm, Siwon smiles proudly at all his wedding guests. Finally he got to call this epitome of perfection his husband! He saw his lawyer friends, the young ones, were making funny faces at him to tease him.
Siwon was surprised when Yesung suddenly pulled his hand, so that their bodies were facing each other. Siwon was completely clueless about what his husband was about to do since he didn't know the song himself.
Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyesYesung suddenly stared at his eyes completely, with his red face and everything. Siwon was stunned, he was lost in the most beautiful eyes in the world.
His heart felt like it dropped when he saw a tear in Yesung's chubby cheek.
Bring me to my knees and make me cryAnd while singing, Yesung dropped to his one knee and looked up at Siwon's confused face. The taller man just stood there like an idiot until the lyrics Yesung just sang got into his brain.
Yesung, crying even more now, was still kneeling and his breaths started to get heavy
No one's ever done this...
everything was just a lie...Yesung sobbed like a little child and Siwon snapped awake from his trance. His baby was singing a romantic song, doing a romantic gesture while singing...
and i know, yes i know...Quickly Siwon bent down to console his sobbing baby, who was still singing stubbornly, with uneven pitch. But no one cared about pitch as everyone was busy going 'uwu' over the sweet moment the newlyweds were showing them!
"Baby," Siwon kissed Yesung's hand and his hand went to erase the tears on the petite man's cheeks. "Baby don't cry," Siwon was so confused, he really didn't expect Yesung to cry.
But much to Siwon's surprise, Yesung smiled again in his tears and led him to stand up again.
This is where it all begins,Yesung sang, pulling Siwon's hand so that their bodies were closer now. He kept staring at Siwon's eyes, and Siwon felt like he's flying. But again, Yesung's lone tear cascading the cheek from the beautiful eye was also heartbreaking.
But Yesung's smile showed how happy he actually was.
so tell me it'll never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else...Siwon couldn't help it anymore, seeing his beautiful husband up close, crying in happiness and singing such sweet melody and lyrics, all for him! He pulled Yesung into a deep kiss.
Yesung, also bewitched, gave up to the kiss and they started their make-out on stage, in front of everyone. His right hand, still carrying the microphone, fell to the side as Siwon cupped his face.
The live band kept on playing the romantic music while everyone in the guest list was also celebrating the beautiful couple. Siwon's lawyer friends came near the stage to take close-up shots of Siwon and Yesung's romantic kiss, to blackmail Siwon later.
Jaejoong ran to the table designed for little children in panic, trying to shift all the kids' attentions from the hot stage, but to no avail.
"Waaaa uncle Siwon is eating uncle Yesung!!!" Jaeho screamed enthusiastically.
Fortunately, both Siwon and Yesung didn't hear all the commotion, as they were so deep in their own world. Their kiss was so deep, Siwon dominated Yesung as usual, holding his face softly.
Siwon's tongue was on Yesung's mouth, tasting the most delicious taste that was Yesung. But suddenly Yesung realized that they were in the stage of their wedding reception.
The music played by the live band entered Yesung's ears again, camera blitz from Siwon's friends that he didn't really know personally, and some people's naughty cheers dragged him back to the real world.
"Wo..." Yesung spelled difficultly due to Siwon's tongue in his mouth. He pushed Siwon softly, and thankfully the lawyer also started to realize where they were. They ended the kiss.
*end of flashback*
Siwon suddenly feels so spent and cold when the song ends, simultaneously ending his reverie about his beautiful wedding day. The fact that he is alone in his bed, with his husband sulking in the kitchen is now biting him.
The attorney takes his earphones off and starts listening for any noise from Yesung in the kitchen, to find out if his husband is still crying. But the bedroom is located too far from the kitchen so he can't hear a thing.
So again, he lies there on the bed alone, looking emptily at Yesung's vacant sleeping area. He no longer wants to listen to music anymore since his feelings have turned worse than when he started, after listening to the song Yesung sang in their wedding party.
As much as Siwon hates it and tries to erase from his mind, the image of Yesung and Kibum in the bathroom of the hotel looms again over his mind. He still sees in a detailed view, how Yesung's voice was cracking, how the pregnant husband of his is angry at Kibum.
And how Kibum looked at Yesung, with hurt, sadness and bitterness blended in his eyes yet they couldn't hide how loving his stare was.
"I can't not mind you!" those words, and Yesung's face upon saying it, are replayed vividly in his mind again and again. Even when his petite husband had explained to him that the feeling is no longer the same, Siwon cannot hide his insecurities.
He doesn't want Yesung to think about any other guy. There should be only him in Yesung's heart and mind, why is Kibum breaking the door and forcing his way in, again, after eight years?
And Siwon also can't hide his fear of losing Yesung to Kibum. They've had history together. A man could never forget his first love, and Siwon swears he could just drop dead if Yesung should ever leave him for Kibum.
Not even Yesung's cries and Kibum's promises that same night were remembered by the disturbed lawyer. He falls asleep without realizing the time, having a restless sleep.
*tbc*
A/N: Happy birthday my baby Yesungie!