.:Neverending Charade:.

[niareh]

You know... Sometimes I really do wonder about my luck, amongst other things. Here I am once again, scared witless and nervous. It seems I can't live a year without at least a couple tradgedy's happening. I'm not talking about typical teenage drama, either. I'm talking about the stuff that counts, the stuff like loss and death. It kind of ticks me

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[anonymous]

Well, if you ever want to rant to someone, just know I'm here for you, dear. I can't always promise feedback, but if you ever want a hug or just someone to rant to, whether in real life or online or on the phone...Whatever...When you think you have no one else, just know that you still have me. I'll fucking drive over there for you, dear. And when I can't do that, I'll make myself present in some other way.

You've gone through so much, it's admirable you're still standing. Many people would have caved in by now, shut everybody out...Even totally lost it. Maybe they would have turned in their life. The little tragedies like losing a girlfriend or a boyfriend or tiny traumas like that are kid's stuff compared to this. It's a pain to listen to people whine when they don't know true loss. But you're right, hon, it's wise to keep off of the what if's...Because if you let them, they can get so powerful. Until suddenly those what-if's are what-is's, even when they're not.

What a scary time, though. I'm afraid I don't know much of what else to say, love, but...I will be praying for Baba. What a horrible thing to come home to, I know sympathy doesn't fix things, but for whatever it's worth, I'm terribly sorry. You have my prayers.