I want to write right now, but I just can't. Even Fanny is sounding fuzzy to me at this moment, and she is my strongest Muse. I will just have to attribute it to having gone far too many days with too few hours of sleep. Add to that the fact that this is Black Friday, and is considered the busiest shopping day of the year. See, anyone who has ever worked retail and worked that day tries to avoid any commercial establishment for that very reason. It sucks. I drove through town at five in the blessed AM. The parking lots of Wal-mart, Target, Best Buy, Kohls, etc. were absolutely jammed packed. Usually at that hour I can drive a straight shot from home to work in no time flat. Not today.
I think this is probably why I am just so darned tired at the moment. My eyelids feel as if they have 150 pound anvils hanging from them!
For the record: the only reason I EVER deleted anyone from my friends list or that of my writing journals,
fannyfae friend's list is because of the fonts and 72 point type and graphics in eye-bleeding colours not behind LJ cuts. I warned the culprit(s) repeatedly and still it kept on. So in the interests of sheer self-preservation, these offender(s) were deleted. Besides, most of what I post is mostly public anyway, particularly the muse community posts that I write. Friends locks are to not only keep certain individuals in my past from reading what I write, but also because of Livejournal's penchant for censoring first, asking questions later. Hey, Fanny has a permanent account now. That was a $150 investment for me and I intend to get my money's worth! I am following the rules and keeping NC-17 where it belongs, behind a cut and a friends filter. This is what is called consideration. I know that is new concept to some people who frequent this site to grasp, but do try it sometime. It might even endear you to more than just those in your immediate sphere.
Now, as for the smut that I write and whom I write it with: that's really nobody's business but my own, is it? Suffice it to say, however, that everyone I write with and about is most definitely a verified adult.