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IDK WHY I USE LJ
Anyways. Yesterday I had to drive 2 stinkin hours to phoenix to take a test for my classes. I was practically falling asleep on the freeway, forgot to get on the right entrance and ended up having to back track my way through 24th st or wherever i was idk. I am getting extremely anxious about moving. Like when Im up there, in phoenix, Im just like..."right, well this is fucking awesome" and then i drive home and 2 hours later im driving at the top of the city looking down and all i can think of is how glad i am to be home and how much i love tucson and how pretty it is (even though its not). And then I go hand out with friends and all i can think is "you wont see them anymore in a year, you wont be hanging out with them anymore in a year"
I wont ever move back to t-town for the rest of my life. my 9 months is counting down. I know I think about this WAYYY too much but Im a homebody and i love that i know every street in tucson and have been almost everywhere in the city. but i also hate that, you know? im so bored. but happy at the same time. I feel like this move is going to be the most intense moment of my life. I feel like this whole year before I am moving, I am preparing to start my entire life. I am 19 years old and I havent even started.
GOD IM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY SOMEONE SEDATE ME
Anyways. Yesterday I had to drive 2 stinkin hours to phoenix to take a test for my classes. I was practically falling asleep on the freeway, forgot to get on the right entrance and ended up having to back track my way through 24th st or wherever i was idk. I am getting extremely anxious about moving. Like when Im up there, in phoenix, Im just like..."right, well this is fucking awesome" and then i drive home and 2 hours later im driving at the top of the city looking down and all i can think of is how glad i am to be home and how much i love tucson and how pretty it is (even though its not). And then I go hand out with friends and all i can think is "you wont see them anymore in a year, you wont be hanging out with them anymore in a year"
I wont ever move back to t-town for the rest of my life. my 9 months is counting down. I know I think about this WAYYY too much but Im a homebody and i love that i know every street in tucson and have been almost everywhere in the city. but i also hate that, you know? im so bored. but happy at the same time. I feel like this move is going to be the most intense moment of my life. I feel like this whole year before I am moving, I am preparing to start my entire life. I am 19 years old and I havent even started.
GOD IM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY SOMEONE SEDATE ME