Nicks emo entry
Nick is feeling down.
the lonely house,
his bad grades,
moving out of maine, to go to a home he hasn't seen before in a city low on trees.
having no money, not even enough for food.
having almost no meaning to his life.
but he hides it well keeps up the smile and the happy attitudes cause the answers to the questions that would be asked shame him cause he knows he could have done better. better in love, better in school , in life, in money.
"the greatest thing you'll ever know is just to love and be loved in return"
but i lost that. lost it by being stupid, no amount of hugs or cuddles can replace real love and when i pretend they mean more then they are it only makes the pain worse
I am nick's lonely soul
the lonely house,
his bad grades,
moving out of maine, to go to a home he hasn't seen before in a city low on trees.
having no money, not even enough for food.
having almost no meaning to his life.
but he hides it well keeps up the smile and the happy attitudes cause the answers to the questions that would be asked shame him cause he knows he could have done better. better in love, better in school , in life, in money.
"the greatest thing you'll ever know is just to love and be loved in return"
but i lost that. lost it by being stupid, no amount of hugs or cuddles can replace real love and when i pretend they mean more then they are it only makes the pain worse
I am nick's lonely soul