the whole world really is out to ruin me.
so my mom goes away for about a week right? she says anyone can come over and i'm letting you stay with ani and tam. sooo woooohoooooooo! party is on. only not so much. i had been feeling a little sick before this week right, but i figure hey its nothing so i get my drink on and my body is like nuuhuuuuuh. i do not think so, vomit that shit up and stay in bed for how ever long it take for your body to get healthy. so that mean the week i have to truly do whatever the fuck i want is wasted because my system is like fuck you i have bad timing. on top of that i hooked up with someone i really shouldn't have and the whole time i was pretending it was, guess who! that's right, that silly boy i'm still trying not to be in love with. and no, i still haven't seen him or heard from him. because he doesn't want to know me at all anymore. so fuck the whole world i have to go rest before i fall over.