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yergh, it looks like i am about to embark upon the joy of Fun with Mental Me, as i am feeling especially challenged at the moment. the last week has consisted of me sleeping about 14 hours a day, and still tired, and eating, wandering around aimlessless and trying to decide what to wear in the not sleeping times. not fun. brain - you know - this is Not Fucking Fun. it's making me feel angry, sort of, and irritated. i'm not worried, i am well enough use to my brain to manage it's special times, but i do not feel like having to deal with it at the moment. i have uni work to do. i have a lot of uni work to do. this envolves being Awake. and i don't want doubled medication, because it is Already double the standard dosage. i do not feel like doing this. sulks. i am seeing my wonderful naturopath who is treating me for free next week. i think we are working on my bowel, my diet, and hopefully, some foodies that regulate seretonin, dopamine and friends. i think my medication plays with another one as well... i need to look up what foods lift those levels. i need to exercise. i need to meditate to shut up the monkey mind a bit and keep everything softer and nice. i need to eat more carbs, and more fruit, and i need to try and sleep less. heh. and spend less money.
yes. concentration. hopefully, my superviser will be understanding to my specialness. she is nice. i am cautiously optimistic. gr. it's annoying.
and congradulations little noogies...! *cuddles* *cuddles*** you are most special person ever.
am slightly worried about n. something seems... up. i don't know. there seems to be something... up. i'm sorry little chicken, i want to help you out if you need it, but at the moment, i worry i might fall asleep, or start crying because all my socks aren't in pairs or something equally grande.... but still, i love little chicken anyway, n, you know that, so if you need to talk, me is here. just as long as you let me lie in bed and cuddle things.
yes. concentration. hopefully, my superviser will be understanding to my specialness. she is nice. i am cautiously optimistic. gr. it's annoying.
and congradulations little noogies...! *cuddles* *cuddles*** you are most special person ever.
am slightly worried about n. something seems... up. i don't know. there seems to be something... up. i'm sorry little chicken, i want to help you out if you need it, but at the moment, i worry i might fall asleep, or start crying because all my socks aren't in pairs or something equally grande.... but still, i love little chicken anyway, n, you know that, so if you need to talk, me is here. just as long as you let me lie in bed and cuddle things.