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yay for me! happy birthday for yesturday!
*throws around streamers!!~!!*
i am having an automatic day today.
i feel on autopilot.
and i have a headache to end all headaches.
going off the pill has killed my apetite. i remember now that before going on the pill, i never had an apetite. then, i became hungry-eating-girl.
now, off the pill, my apetite is gone again. this makes me sad, because i do Not want to lose weight. i am very small. i like the size i am at now. but it's HARD to eat when you are not hungry. people don't understand that. it is physically painful. nausiating. i need to have an apetite of some sorts to force food into me. eught!
need hungry-ness.
hey, that might explain the headache!
*throws around streamers!!~!!*
i am having an automatic day today.
i feel on autopilot.
and i have a headache to end all headaches.
going off the pill has killed my apetite. i remember now that before going on the pill, i never had an apetite. then, i became hungry-eating-girl.
now, off the pill, my apetite is gone again. this makes me sad, because i do Not want to lose weight. i am very small. i like the size i am at now. but it's HARD to eat when you are not hungry. people don't understand that. it is physically painful. nausiating. i need to have an apetite of some sorts to force food into me. eught!
need hungry-ness.
hey, that might explain the headache!