Risky Business
I love you Jay!
So, I am starting to look at all the things that have happened in the last 3 years and I think I'm on page 2 of year 2001, mid-October...and did what I always do when I don't like the book I am reading, which is skip ahead a bit until I find a phrase I like. And now I really don't like anything so I closed it and threw it aside. This shit scares me because it brings up feelings that I obviosuly didn't like before and therefore, got high so I didn't have to feel em. Only to make all the situations worse, of course. I need to be a little more optimistic. Ever since I graduated from rehab, it almost feels like I left part of my optimism there. I needs to go pick it up. Yeah. Oh, and what the hell is goin on with hip hop? Mac Dre was killed 3 weeks ago and now Ol' Dirty collapsed on Saturday, inside a studio. R.I.P to them both.
Since My 'puter is gone and I can't burn cd's, I went and made 2 new tapes from the cd's I didn't have stolen (by luis), and cd's I had made for my brother Adrian, which really, really made my day yesterday. *Allright*, Let's hear it for tapes everyone!
So, I am starting to look at all the things that have happened in the last 3 years and I think I'm on page 2 of year 2001, mid-October...and did what I always do when I don't like the book I am reading, which is skip ahead a bit until I find a phrase I like. And now I really don't like anything so I closed it and threw it aside. This shit scares me because it brings up feelings that I obviosuly didn't like before and therefore, got high so I didn't have to feel em. Only to make all the situations worse, of course. I need to be a little more optimistic. Ever since I graduated from rehab, it almost feels like I left part of my optimism there. I needs to go pick it up. Yeah. Oh, and what the hell is goin on with hip hop? Mac Dre was killed 3 weeks ago and now Ol' Dirty collapsed on Saturday, inside a studio. R.I.P to them both.
Since My 'puter is gone and I can't burn cd's, I went and made 2 new tapes from the cd's I didn't have stolen (by luis), and cd's I had made for my brother Adrian, which really, really made my day yesterday. *Allright*, Let's hear it for tapes everyone!