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Hey whats going on...yup notta lot here just being bored at home finaly get a day to just sit around...haven't been able to update in a while yea been really busy....but yea had competition yesturday...wasn't all that great the bus ride up there wasn't all that bad...but just as soon as we get there it all went to he**...yup as i was unloaded the trailer i saw Rickie..and i freakin attacked him and gave him a hug....then i told him that he should stand there a minute so that he could go and get something to eat with us...so he did...and then Mike drove bye and was talking to Rickie and told him to stay there that he was going to come and say hey to me.....well then as i was unloaded the trailer i heard someone yell my name...well it was Mike...and some other girl..then he told me to come over there...soo i did...and he gave me a hug and told me hi...soo then we were standing there talking and he said that he had to go because they were going to Ohio...soo then he was all like yea Michelle this is Brittany...and i was like hey...then he said that he was going to go and he gave me a hug bye...then i asked him if that was hes gf...and he was like yea...i was like omg...i said i have one thing to say to u...Fu** u and i hope that somone kickes ur ass because if they don't then im sure that i will....then i walked away and i went back into the trailer to get dressed and i just lost it...i couldn't hold it any any longer i just broke down and cried...i cried like a baby...then Steph came over there and told me that i was going to be alright...then I was just like why did i have to go down there and see him knowing that by doing that i was just going to get my heart broken even more...soo why did i do it...Still to this day i have no clue why i did it...and as me and Patty went onto the field i was like patty as soon as i enter the field that will be the end of Mike...soo as we went on me and patty yelled as loud as we could Fu** mike...and i swore to patty thtat was the end of Mike and that is what i mean...from here on out...there will be no Mike...im tired of getting my heart broken more than once by the same person...
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