May 03, 2004 16:40
i cant do school anymore...ahhh i hate it so much. i'm sitting here trying to do german and i just cant. i used to be motivated to do my homework and try in school but ahh i just cant do it for this class, at all. i've spent all afternoon trying to do this german project and i've made NO progress. i feel like i'd rather fail then do this freakin project and i HATE that i feel like that. what is wrong w/ me? i'd rather just sit around and do nothing but then i get mad at myself for doing that. arg i hate this, i know i should do my work and accomplish what i need to but i just want so bad to not have to.i dont even know what i feel i just wanna like curl up in bed and stay there forever. this class is killing me. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate myself for not doing what i'm capable of doing. i just wanna quit, it would be so much easier. ahhhh i hate this. i mean come one how is doing this freakin german scrapbook ever going to help me in life? AHHHHHHHHH i'm done i just cant do this anymore i hate it i hate it. yuck school sucks. breakdown time right about now.