Do you have any idea....
I just realized I have a crush on my own (best)friend.Ironically,he's my bestfriend's ex.Not to mention,they both are in my (inner-circle)friend group,y'know the group of friends you hang out the most with.
Although they already broke up,and me not knowing the reason why they broke up-cuz I dont feel I have to,they still in good terms.A very good terms that I feel I can't get in between the two of them.A very good terms which made me feel damn jealous of those two.A very good terms that made me feel insecure whenever they show up together.
And...I just got back from the mall with my friends,including those two.And it really hurts me everytime I saw them together,sat side by side,walked side by side.I know,jealousy.But what got me really broken apart,when all my friends teased them to get back together.Haha....Ouch!! I was faking my smile all the time until I got home.And what made me not sure what to do about my feeling is....I knew that he still has feeling for her.I dunno how far....but....*shrugs*
Although they already broke up,and me not knowing the reason why they broke up-cuz I dont feel I have to,they still in good terms.A very good terms that I feel I can't get in between the two of them.A very good terms which made me feel damn jealous of those two.A very good terms that made me feel insecure whenever they show up together.
And...I just got back from the mall with my friends,including those two.And it really hurts me everytime I saw them together,sat side by side,walked side by side.I know,jealousy.But what got me really broken apart,when all my friends teased them to get back together.Haha....Ouch!! I was faking my smile all the time until I got home.And what made me not sure what to do about my feeling is....I knew that he still has feeling for her.I dunno how far....but....*shrugs*