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I took tonight as an opportunity to live in the moment; maybe so much that my entire existential perception will be left in the dust for what I'm about to experience.
Basically I took 4 hits of acid. I challenged the universe to a duel, and I was annihilated. I felt everything I had ever felt all at once, over and over again. Life and death meant nothing; they were but barriers for my mind to hurdle across and absorb everything that lay ahead. I rode the screaming rapids of the unknown; letting my senses be ravaged by this intruding power. My body was but a puppet at the mercy of his master.
I can safely say I teetered on the brink of insanity. I touched heaven and I certainly touched hell. My understanding of this reality was obliterated and reconstructed tonight. That was an electric shock to my deepest core, and it truly has awakened me. Whatever I am is totally irrelevant, it's what isn't that matters.
I have to try and sleep. That was not a trip, that was a journey.
Basically I took 4 hits of acid. I challenged the universe to a duel, and I was annihilated. I felt everything I had ever felt all at once, over and over again. Life and death meant nothing; they were but barriers for my mind to hurdle across and absorb everything that lay ahead. I rode the screaming rapids of the unknown; letting my senses be ravaged by this intruding power. My body was but a puppet at the mercy of his master.
I can safely say I teetered on the brink of insanity. I touched heaven and I certainly touched hell. My understanding of this reality was obliterated and reconstructed tonight. That was an electric shock to my deepest core, and it truly has awakened me. Whatever I am is totally irrelevant, it's what isn't that matters.
I have to try and sleep. That was not a trip, that was a journey.