"Loving" Geneseo
So it turns out I really did fall in love. His name is Brian and hes the RA (resident advisor) of the first floor in Wayne Hall. He's perfectly imperfect (if I've used this phrase before, bare with me). Hes smart (political science major), he's beautiful (with little next to no effort), hes quirky ( in an upstate maybe
grew up on a farm type of way), he's honest (rarely keeps anything to himself). He makes me feel all warm inside (please pardon the cliche). When Im around him everything else dissapears, I feel like nothing or no one can even hurt me. Unfortunetely he has a girlfriend (of five years) whom I assume he loves very much. Last night I decided that I'm spending far too much time being in love with someone who will never like me (let alone love me) in the same way I love him. So now I no longer go out of my way to run into him. I no longer find the tiniest excuse to end up in his room. Im walking away. Funny thing is, this being in love thing doesn't just go away. Sometimes when I think its magically disappeared I see him and there it is again. As Fiona Apple once said, "This world is bullshit".
good fight and good night
grew up on a farm type of way), he's honest (rarely keeps anything to himself). He makes me feel all warm inside (please pardon the cliche). When Im around him everything else dissapears, I feel like nothing or no one can even hurt me. Unfortunetely he has a girlfriend (of five years) whom I assume he loves very much. Last night I decided that I'm spending far too much time being in love with someone who will never like me (let alone love me) in the same way I love him. So now I no longer go out of my way to run into him. I no longer find the tiniest excuse to end up in his room. Im walking away. Funny thing is, this being in love thing doesn't just go away. Sometimes when I think its magically disappeared I see him and there it is again. As Fiona Apple once said, "This world is bullshit".
good fight and good night