(no subject)
Grandma called Dad today. She's in the hospital again, with another thing on top of everything else, and I really need to go see her. I know she's not doing well, and I keep having dreams about Trinidad... If I fuck it up, and surgery costs too much so my dad can't see her.... I'm going to cancel it. I'm scared to talk to him about it.
Ceci has been incredibly helpful and understanding. I hope I haven't been asking too much of her. Maybe I have too much on my mind.
I need to come up with $4,000 by next month, and I have no idea how to. I'm loosing my mind stressing about it. Aetna doesn't cover it, and I don't know who I can ask how to figure out a way to get at least maybe the medication covered. I've been stressing, and fucking up and forgetting to do things in school. Shit. I owe the school $1,000, and I can't register until I pay it. I already missed my registration time anyway.
Tiffany has been around, Nora, not as much. I don't think Nora likes this weather.
I saw Stacy today and tonight, it helped me relax a little. I need a break from this life more than anything.
I need help.
Ceci has been incredibly helpful and understanding. I hope I haven't been asking too much of her. Maybe I have too much on my mind.
I need to come up with $4,000 by next month, and I have no idea how to. I'm loosing my mind stressing about it. Aetna doesn't cover it, and I don't know who I can ask how to figure out a way to get at least maybe the medication covered. I've been stressing, and fucking up and forgetting to do things in school. Shit. I owe the school $1,000, and I can't register until I pay it. I already missed my registration time anyway.
Tiffany has been around, Nora, not as much. I don't think Nora likes this weather.
I saw Stacy today and tonight, it helped me relax a little. I need a break from this life more than anything.
I need help.