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It's raining a lot outside, and I'm wondering how feasible it is to drive down to Richmond on Friday. Weather forecasts are projecting thunderstorms and all that jazz for the next several days, and all I can say is, ugh really? It's like nature never wants to cooperate with me, ever.
I've been thinking a lot about med school and my future in the last couple of days. I really want to go, and I'm working and doing all of these things to get there. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't go, you know? I'm trying so hard not to validate my existence on this, but it's just too easy. At the same time, I'm trying to relax this year... trying to enjoy this free time that I have because I know that once I'm in medical school, it's going to be a trajectory for the next ten years. I want to do so many things--learn how to play the guitar, play around with photoshop, go to the gym more frequently--and I'm afraid that med school will suck the creativity out of me. How horrible would that be, to not be free-minded or happy with yourself ten years from now?
I've been thinking a lot about med school and my future in the last couple of days. I really want to go, and I'm working and doing all of these things to get there. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't go, you know? I'm trying so hard not to validate my existence on this, but it's just too easy. At the same time, I'm trying to relax this year... trying to enjoy this free time that I have because I know that once I'm in medical school, it's going to be a trajectory for the next ten years. I want to do so many things--learn how to play the guitar, play around with photoshop, go to the gym more frequently--and I'm afraid that med school will suck the creativity out of me. How horrible would that be, to not be free-minded or happy with yourself ten years from now?