(no subject)
I don't really have anything to write about, but I want to write.
I guess I'm pretty content with things, but you know, there is always the "I want more" factor. And I kinda know what I'm talking about, or at least thats what I like to tell myself, but I probably don't really know. Like, I'm content with everything in my life, with my friends (the greatest in the world), school (expect math grade could be higher, most def.), I'm actually not hating TV, I've gotten over a few things, well, ha, not over completely but I'm fine with things now. Now it just, kinda feels like something is missing, maybe during the summer I'll figure out what that something is...
I was told the other day by someone that was in my TV class that when I first started, no one thought I would make it this far. And it kinda makes me proud that I stuck it out, even though I complained about it and hated it and wanted to quit so many times. I can't wait for my senior year in TV. I really hope its different from this year.
And senior year, in general is kinda wiggin' me out. I'm excited about it, but its kinda scary. Cause its our last year as a 'kid'. Afterwards its off to college, way from my mom, dad and everyone I know. But I'm not gonan think of it now. Its still a summer away!
I guess I'm pretty content with things, but you know, there is always the "I want more" factor. And I kinda know what I'm talking about, or at least thats what I like to tell myself, but I probably don't really know. Like, I'm content with everything in my life, with my friends (the greatest in the world), school (expect math grade could be higher, most def.), I'm actually not hating TV, I've gotten over a few things, well, ha, not over completely but I'm fine with things now. Now it just, kinda feels like something is missing, maybe during the summer I'll figure out what that something is...
I was told the other day by someone that was in my TV class that when I first started, no one thought I would make it this far. And it kinda makes me proud that I stuck it out, even though I complained about it and hated it and wanted to quit so many times. I can't wait for my senior year in TV. I really hope its different from this year.
And senior year, in general is kinda wiggin' me out. I'm excited about it, but its kinda scary. Cause its our last year as a 'kid'. Afterwards its off to college, way from my mom, dad and everyone I know. But I'm not gonan think of it now. Its still a summer away!