this is for all you central baptist folks

[nfgrox10]

heres the deal i dont like central baptist youth group and i dont like tom agnew. i have nothing against the church its the youth group i dont like. you can stop saying you all miss me and all that crap because its a huge load of bull shit. according to tom im a bad seed so you all should be happy that i am gone. i will never be one of you again. i

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[nfgrox10]

so i brought this on myself because i decided i didnt want to be one of you. i dont think so. matt thats not right. you dont stop talking to some one just because you dont agree with the things they do, you dont just walk by them like they dont exist. im never gonna be the same person i was. i hate the person i was. because the person i use to be was one of you. i use to not talk to people that werent in the group i use to look down on people but i will never be like that again. im not sayin that you should walk down the same path as me. i just wish you all could be in my place for one day, i wish you could see what it feels like to walk in a room and only have two people say a word two you. i wish you knew what it was like to be ignored and look down upon by people you use to care so much about. i wish you knew how much it hurts. im not tryin to blame anyone im just saying how i feel and what i feel from you all. the only reason i pointed certain people out is because those are the people who have hurt me the most. i may not be in the right place with my walk in christ but thats for me to figure out in life. i wont to do that on my own. i dont need to be reminded about my mistakes i know what they were. i just thought i should let you know how i feel towards you. the reason i didnt come up and talk to you about this is because you wouldnt give me the time of day.

[nfgrox10]

i understand now thanx for clearing that up... now that i do understand if you wanna talk about it anymore ill be available... again i appologize and i now know or have a better understanding on how to handle the situation...