She tries to erase, she tries to replace how she feels
Ahhhhh i forgot all about this thing. I havent really got anything to say. I went to work tonight. It was shitty but cool only cuz eric and chris were there and i love those boys to death I wanted to do like 23748937 other things tonight though so that sucked. I was originally supposed to go see Elliots show thing in NYC with Jesse but that didnt happen. I was suppose to go to the movies with meghan and randy, and i was supposed to go to alos house for a shin dig. I dont know everythings weird now. Liz is back, so her and meghan like cling to each other and i feel wierd with them. ALo and Katie always kinda make me feel excluded even though i dont think they do it on purpose. Its like, okay katherine is always randomly mean to me, and i dont care cuz its just something she's always done and its funny and its just katherine. But then whenever me ALo and Katie are togeather, ALo starts randomly being mean to me whenever katie does it and it just feels like thier attacking me. Maybe i'm just so insecure that i think they're attacking me. I dont know I hate it is all i know. And i'm like freaking out cuz the only person i used to talk to and used to help me and make me forget all this stupid shit moved away to college and it sucksss. oh welll i'm tired and i have to work now. latersss