"It only hurts at first....."--The Starting Line
**Yawn** What an odd weekend. Jackies Sweet 16 last night was fun. Afterwards meghan and i went back to jackies to open presents with her and eat food hahaha. Today i slept until like 1 or so and then i just hung out around the house until about 4 or something that i went to Ashleys house. It was fun, it was me, ashley, katie, kerry, athina, noto and luke. Since the whole friggin world knows i like him now i was all wierded out when he showed up. After everyone left and it was just me ashley and athina, ashley told me she liked noto. Arg.. but oh well, whatever, she's prettier, she has the better chance so fuck it. I dont know why i feel so hurt and rejected, i think its just a series of things that have been occuring lately that this is just topping off. I feel really fuckin emo right now.