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The room is getting dimmer
and myblood is ever thinner
acetamophin with my dinner
makes the tv shimmer

longing fucks my days
leaves me seeking shelter in my haze
meet my pills, they like to daze
just remember... crime pays

i struggle to focus; just to see straight
i wage war with my nature, and pray not to hate
i wonder if it's random shit, or maybe fate
if the bluebirds fly to me im sure they will be late

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