Deep Thoughts Ahead...use caution
In case anyone might have been wondering:
I'm about to lose my god damned mind. I feel like my mind is Stretch Armstrong, and the world seems to have ahold of it in 750 places and pulling with all its might to the ends of the universe. Numerous things are causing this. I'm driving back and forth to Kingston twice a week to help my grandmother, who desperately needs all the help she can get. If I could stand to go more often, I'd be there 10 times a week, but that is just too many opportunites to be forced her cooking that I am unwilling to subject myself to. Also, my grandfather isn't in good health, especially since his heart attack in May. Heart disease runs really high on my dad's side of the family, anyways. And, I found out that my uncle also has been having heart problems. All these problems have had me thinking a lot about myself, not from a physical appearance standpoint, but more of an overall health standpoint. I have never weighed more than I do now in my entire life. I am uncomfortable with how I feel throughout the day, with how I look, and with how I get winded doing the easiest of tasks that used to be a breeze. I am so out of shape, that it has been making me think a lot about my mortality and the well-being of my family. With the entire saga of what has happened with Amber and her sister, Journey, we want to make sure that Katie is taken care of properly, in case something unexpected happens. And, we all know that everyone has money problems. I just mine would end soon.
On a brighter note, I now have the title to my car. :yay:
I'm about to lose my god damned mind. I feel like my mind is Stretch Armstrong, and the world seems to have ahold of it in 750 places and pulling with all its might to the ends of the universe. Numerous things are causing this. I'm driving back and forth to Kingston twice a week to help my grandmother, who desperately needs all the help she can get. If I could stand to go more often, I'd be there 10 times a week, but that is just too many opportunites to be forced her cooking that I am unwilling to subject myself to. Also, my grandfather isn't in good health, especially since his heart attack in May. Heart disease runs really high on my dad's side of the family, anyways. And, I found out that my uncle also has been having heart problems. All these problems have had me thinking a lot about myself, not from a physical appearance standpoint, but more of an overall health standpoint. I have never weighed more than I do now in my entire life. I am uncomfortable with how I feel throughout the day, with how I look, and with how I get winded doing the easiest of tasks that used to be a breeze. I am so out of shape, that it has been making me think a lot about my mortality and the well-being of my family. With the entire saga of what has happened with Amber and her sister, Journey, we want to make sure that Katie is taken care of properly, in case something unexpected happens. And, we all know that everyone has money problems. I just mine would end soon.
On a brighter note, I now have the title to my car. :yay: