Mar 16, 2005 10:28
I've come to the point in my life where I despise debating. It probably
kicked in about half way through the 2004 Presidential election. I came
to the conclusion that I don't really care. When I say I don't care
it's not that I don't care about what's going on, but I don't care
about trying to change another persons mind.
I realized this with my faith in God probably about 4-5 years ago. 95%
of the time I'm not going to be able to change someone's opinion of the
Almighty. That's fine by me. It's not up to me to change someones mind
about God. I use to get all bent out of shape about it and worry about
people. I came to the realization though that if I could single
handedly change someone's opinion of spiritual matters with one
conversation then they probably hadn't ever really thought about it
begin with and someone else will probably change their mind tomorrow.
On top of that I'm not the Holy Spirit. I don't want to be the Holy
Spirit. I'd be a horrible Holy Spirit. One, I'm not Holy. Two, I'm not
in spirit form at this moment in time and I really don't want to be a
spirit out of a body for quite some time.
I like having "agree to disagree" conversations. If someone engages me
in conversation about spiritual matters most likely we're not going to
see eye to eye. You might be of the same
religion/sect/spirituality/cult as I am, but we're probably going to
disagree about something. My favorite part about this is, that it's OK
to disagree. I've probably learned just as much from people that I
disagree with opposed to those who I do agree with. If I agree with
someone I'm probably just kissing there ass anyway so I can get
something from them. (I agree with Daniel Stabler just so he'll let me
stand in the same room that his G5 sits in.)
According to Biblical History, I'm probably wrong about all of this and
The God of Israel himself is going to come down and remove my
existence from this universe. I don't really want to be erased right
now, but if it keeps me away from spiritual banter and debate
then I might be OK with it.
"You never know how much you
really believe anything until its truth or falsehood becomes a matter
of life and death to you."
C.S. Lewis
A Grief Observed