Oct 16, 2004 16:55
As of lately I've felt more and more that the world keeps turning really, really fast and that things are happening all the time, good and bad, all around me and I am constantly trying to keep up with my own life and all that's hapening to me and others around me.
So, Aria is off her meds for two weeks, then there will be another bloodtest to see if she's well enough to be let off them permantely. I keep going and out of dispair in school, as my tecnique seems somewhat off and I keep getting throataches when I sing. Then a few days ago; the same day Aria took her last pill Countess, the piggiebabie, got dihorrea. I was really scared that I was going to loose her, since that's exactly what her mother died off about two weeks ago. However she never seemed to feel as bad al Felicia did, and she got better within two days and now seem to be fine. The same day she seemed to be doing well enough to go back to the otehr girls ( had her isolated for a few days,)Special K got the same thing ( dihorrea.)She seemed fine at frist so I let her stay with the otehrs but gave her a bitof medicien with the kind of pro-tummy-health bacterias that exist in yoghurt. The next day,Yesterday,she seemd worse wh9ihc of course worried me. So I isolated her, and gave her meds and forcefed her a bit as she looked down and woulnd't eat, and today she seems to be doing much better. So, naturally the last days have ( again) been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. Also, I've been ot see my lawyer in the 'sexual assault' ( I think that's what is is called) case I have agains the cap driver that sexually propsitionedme last summer. The case is coming up in court on the 17th of Novemeber ( the day before my birthday, yaaay. NOT.)And I'm a witness of course. The lawyer seems nice and I like her a lot but I still find the whole thing scary as hell!
On another note, Yesterday I finally saw the last ep. of "Oz". It feels a bit sad really, knowing that I've seen them all. Nothing more to discover for the first time, even thought you see new things in the eps all the time...It's a bit like having finished a really good book, and not wanting to leave the world that you've created around it, and knowing that there is a limited amount of discovering of that world left to do. Thank god there is still fan fic, and thank you Tom Fontana for "ending" the series on such a indefinite note!
Other than that, not much is happening. I think Ninni is pregnant, but I'm not sure, so I'm trying to to get excited yet. So much can happen, especially at the moment it seems...