Priorities
So there's this pretty decent job in the local paper, and all I can think about is, if I apply, will I still get time off to see Them Crooked Vultures?
Think I am failing at this so called 'adulthood' thing. I have this silly little motivation to work at an awesome cafe and make awesome coffee all day. Not exactly a well paid job around here. I would also really love to design logos and ultimately sites for people. But my lack of confidence, experience and skills don't really help. I would love to travel. Go to Poland. All my priorities muddle each other up.
So what's the next step?
Get my license to help me really pursue something I might enjoy?
Or get a decent paid job now?
Hang in there a bit longer till I can finally plan things out myself and do what I actually desire to do?
My mind is just all over the place about making these next life choices. And whilst I realise I ultimately have the power to do whatever I can put my mind to, I am confused as to whether I am expecting too much to start doing what I want to do.
Damn indecisiveness and overthinking.
Something noteworthy : nice to see so many people still using LJ :)
Think I am failing at this so called 'adulthood' thing. I have this silly little motivation to work at an awesome cafe and make awesome coffee all day. Not exactly a well paid job around here. I would also really love to design logos and ultimately sites for people. But my lack of confidence, experience and skills don't really help. I would love to travel. Go to Poland. All my priorities muddle each other up.
So what's the next step?
Get my license to help me really pursue something I might enjoy?
Or get a decent paid job now?
Hang in there a bit longer till I can finally plan things out myself and do what I actually desire to do?
My mind is just all over the place about making these next life choices. And whilst I realise I ultimately have the power to do whatever I can put my mind to, I am confused as to whether I am expecting too much to start doing what I want to do.
Damn indecisiveness and overthinking.
Something noteworthy : nice to see so many people still using LJ :)