Almost the end of Semester 1.
And I am still sitting back in Week 7.
I have never been so terrible with assignments. Pretty much complete apathy for them this year.
So I am either going to fail absolutely miserably (though I am more confident in one Project unit, since I have been actively doing it all semester) or magically just pass my units.
Either way I am either fed up, or bored with what I am doing. That is my explanation for being completely unmotivated and almost disinterested in uni all together. I feel like my mind is wondering way to much these days. I just really hope I can get my shit together in the next day or so, or I will be pretty screwed.
Oliver and I are setting goals this semester break, and I am really happy we are. Saving money, and eating better are on top of the list, and are do-able, given the time we have available then. I wish to rejuvenate myself, or at least this lack of motivation on the holidays. Still trying to figure out exactly how to do that, since some things I used to rely on such as music listening and naps have been failing me lately.
I would definitely defer uni if I could, but:
a) I have project this year, and a fantastic group of people and numerous opportunities with it.
b) I would most likely miss uni once I was away from it (usually the case during the holidays)
For now, its head down, bum up (though that's a bit risky with
moistywipe in the room).
Oh, and Peter Garrett - you have officially converted to politician ass wipe. (yes, I only just noticed that).