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I had all these things to write about and right now at this moment in time I cannot think of a one of those oh so important things.
What I know is I am hungry, surprise!
I'm going to Louisville today, that's exciting. Road trips are always fun.
I feel like everything is moving way to fast right now. I lose train of thought and forget what I'm doing. what I
need to do, what I want to do.
Good news,spring break is coming up I'm not going anywhere but, that's what I want to do. Because my bestest friend in the whole entire world is coming back to town! I am SO HAPPY!YAY!
blah---I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone and anyone who ever meant anything to me.
Mainly my parents, that situation just sucks all around.
I feel avoided and left out, but at the same time loved and thought about. I view myself as a pretty strong person, so when I do something (in my mind) that is weak. I get really pissed at myself. angry and confused! I want to scream. I think I'm a little harsh at times on myself.
But, I want to blame in on myself and not anyone else, because I hate being mad at people, but, something's maybe I should blame it just partly on someone else. Why must I be the person who does all the leg work and try to "fix" things. When sometimes it seems no one gives a fuck about "fixing" things. I MEAN FUCK! What are people thinking sometimes, I. hate. crying.I don't cry over shit, but I'm stressed. I have lost weight?!!? what is up with that?!-sigh- ranting is good.
The Vagina Monologues were Amazing, made me proud to be a women.
Alex we should hang out at Dinks more.
I watched Cowboy Bebop last night "Cowboy Funk" the one with Andy in it, must say that's a great one.
I think bebop watching was brought on my Tylors awesome picture he drew of Spike and he gave it to me. Which is so awesome, thanks!!
I rock at rock climbing.yes I do.
Hug someone today, folks.
What I know is I am hungry, surprise!
I'm going to Louisville today, that's exciting. Road trips are always fun.
I feel like everything is moving way to fast right now. I lose train of thought and forget what I'm doing. what I
need to do, what I want to do.
Good news,spring break is coming up I'm not going anywhere but, that's what I want to do. Because my bestest friend in the whole entire world is coming back to town! I am SO HAPPY!YAY!
blah---I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone and anyone who ever meant anything to me.
Mainly my parents, that situation just sucks all around.
I feel avoided and left out, but at the same time loved and thought about. I view myself as a pretty strong person, so when I do something (in my mind) that is weak. I get really pissed at myself. angry and confused! I want to scream. I think I'm a little harsh at times on myself.
But, I want to blame in on myself and not anyone else, because I hate being mad at people, but, something's maybe I should blame it just partly on someone else. Why must I be the person who does all the leg work and try to "fix" things. When sometimes it seems no one gives a fuck about "fixing" things. I MEAN FUCK! What are people thinking sometimes, I. hate. crying.I don't cry over shit, but I'm stressed. I have lost weight?!!? what is up with that?!-sigh- ranting is good.
The Vagina Monologues were Amazing, made me proud to be a women.
Alex we should hang out at Dinks more.
I watched Cowboy Bebop last night "Cowboy Funk" the one with Andy in it, must say that's a great one.
I think bebop watching was brought on my Tylors awesome picture he drew of Spike and he gave it to me. Which is so awesome, thanks!!
I rock at rock climbing.yes I do.
Hug someone today, folks.